Her Sharpest Lives.

profile ♫♪Aşγїqїи şιεиgεя ιїќε uşuaι ☺ Ultimately Fifteen.Outram Secondary. Happily Single. MSN&FS: asy2_94@hotmail.com MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com
Give me a shot to remember And you can take all the pain away from me A kiss and i will surrender The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead A light to burn all the empires So bright the sun is ashamed to rise And be in love with all of these vampires So you can leave like the san abandoned me	SingsingSongsong. Kiss A Girl: To kiss and tell it's just not my style. But the night is young, And it's been a while. And she broke my heart, Broke it right in two. And it's fixing time, But im feeling like I'm finally ready to Find, find somebody new. I wanna kiss a girl, i wanna hold her tight, And maybe make a little magic in the moonlight. Don't wanna go too far just to take it slow, but i shouldn't be lonely in this big ol' world. i wanna kiss agirl. it's that moment when you start closing in. first you're holding back, then surrendering. it can start a fire, light up the sky. such a simple thing, do you wanna try? are you ready to say goodbye to all these blues? i wanna kiss a girl, i wanna hold her tight, and maybe make a little magic in the moonlight. don't wanna go too far just to take it slow, but i shouldn't be lonely in theis big ol' world. i wanna kiss a girl. 'cause, baby, tonight it could turn into the rest of our lives. oh yeah. are you ready? (are you ready?) are you ready? (are you ready?) to cross that yellow line? put your lips on mine. put your lips one mine, baby. do you wanna try? are you ready to say goodbye to all these blues? i wanna kiss a girl, i wanna hold her tight, and maybe make a little magic, baby. don't wanna go too far just to take it slow, i don't want to be lonely, i shouldn't be lonely. i wanna kiss a girl, i wanna hold her tight, and maybe make a little magic in the moonlight. don't wanna go too far just to take it slow, but i shouldn't be lonely in this big ol' world. i wanna kiss a girl. i said i wanna kiss a girl. whoa-ho whoa-ho i wanna kiss a girl. i wanna hold her tight, i wanna make a little magic out under the moonlight. ooh i wanna kiss a girl.	Saturday, February 28, 2009 3:16 AM today was boring. woke up early to rush to school for band even when im sick. haiya[: band was great. played throughout the whole of three hours, or four? i dont know. hahah. but it was fun. then azman, haha. funny guy. kept smiling at me and giving me those typical looks. haha. damn funny[: i kept on disturbing him about his I/C photo. he looked damn retarded uh. sorry uh azman, if you were to read this. but seriously, i couldnt believe that its you. with your weird hair style and those roundyroundy spectacles of yours. HAHHAHAHAH! and the baby photo, damn cute[: ohhahhh, amelia and huini even ransacked his bag. then found his wallet. we were like passing his wallet around. huini opened it and found a love letter[: but too bad, he noticed it when we were about to read it. dammits. hahahhaha:D damn funny larrh. wooyeaahh, mdm teo's gonna organise a band pit during the june hols. cant wait for it man(: but still a long way to go. SYF's coming, really near. GOSH! pressure man]: haiyaa. I LOVE HUINI![: tuition was boring. i dont even understand a single thing. my tuitor's like teaching me graphs. and its seriously irritating. i always draw all kinds of graphs but not the right one. damn frustrating. then asyraf and fee fetched me home from tuition. we were like hearing loud crashing musics in the car. hahahha;D funfunfun(: uoyssimi(: huini sweetheart/baby. vimalan darling. farhan honey. xinyu deary. amir hussy. erwin bearbear. apitSTAR bacin. [: thats all:D going sengkang tomorrow. for my cousin's engagement thingy. haiya. woo ahh. [: and going sengkang again next friday. for my business competition thingy. weehee[: cant wait. :D Friday, February 27, 2009 4:56 AM School was bad today. A little boring. Cause i've got three periods of slacking. During malay period and P.E[: i was all the way with my sweetheart, huini [: i love her, like so much uhs[: really:D hahahahha. school was bad. friends humilated me. teacher embarrassed me. i dont know whats his problem. was doing the test when he suddenly scolded me. and scolded and scolded. infront of everyone. i was pissed. i didnt do anything. but just showed my attitude. it was like totally off the limit larh. he disturbed me like for more than three times. obviously i'll feel frustrated. haiyo. damn stupid larh. tsk. then after school, again a big problem. group of friends saw me, and ignored. whatthehell. like as if im invicible. even those who i've trusted for like so long did the same. i dont know whats their freaking problem. but okay nevermind. i still have my bunch of chinese long lasting friends around. even though you guys are gone or what so ever, my chinese friends are still there. i swear i trust them more than you. so get a life uh please. stop rumouring about me uhs. it wont get you anywhere, seriously. and who do you think you are to judge me here and there? you think you're so good huh? those who think you're so good are ' haiz '. i dont know what to say. they just see your good sight. they have not seen your bad sight yet. and i know what you're up to okay. eventhough you've got lotsa friends, you think i care? please, i dont give a damn. seriously. once again, GET A LIFE! im so sure that the people who think you're so decent will get to know the real you one day. BAND:D was superb. everybody were like there. no absentees, i guess. hahaha. superb. i think it was because of felly's birthday.aahhahaa[: the day wasnt tiring at all. band brightened my day. and the people there were the reasons of me smiling. :D I LOVE BAND[: Wednesday, February 25, 2009 7:41 PM 25Feb'09(: Band was unusual. Was like hell. The day was boring, like usual except the time when Gina took charge of the clarinetists in the store room. At least we were taken care of then us practising ourselves. Band went on okay after that. But when we were about to be dismissed, PHEEEWW, it was HORRIBLE! plainly horrible. humans shouting here and there. asking us to be respectful towards the leaders. okay wait, FIRSTLY, how do you expect us to respect you (the leaders) when you talk to us with such a horrible tone? you shout at us instead of asking us gently. SECONDLY, you want us to be well-disciplined during band. but in the first place, are you well-disciplined yourself? THIRDLY, we cant use handphones during band. i agree. but if theres any emergency, what do you expect us to do? reject the important call and continue practicing? dont you think thats stupid? FOURTHLY, you want us to really practice during sectionals. the clarinetists really did. we tried our best to fulfil the hopes of mr refat's. which was to get the right notes and rhythm. we got it. now we're trying our best to not squeak. can you like give us time? its hard and we're trying. LASTLY, we will only respect you if you were to respect us for what we are. we are also part of the band. we dont deserve shoutings instead of normal talking tone in a conversation. *thanks(:* 26Feb'09. Sickening day. The maths test was hard. Damn hard. REALLY. Gonna have Literature's test later. Hopefully its easy. My Bitch(Daniel Boon) is cute! :D Andand, im going to Fuchun Sec later to pass Mr Refat the band concert money. WOOOO! can see them(: Love it:D YEESSSSS! I LOVE HUINI! and Vimalan, i will dance with you later okays? and i love you more than Huini! Only for TODAY:D Monday, February 23, 2009 blush. 6:40 PM YAY! reset my phone yesterday. wooooooo~! now can message more often already. :D:D:D:D That guy, he's awesome. He's cute, he's funny, he's great! When are you ever gonna come to Outram Sec again? Huini misses you. but i miss you more. :D we'll go out together one day. maybe after my CA2 tests end. this week. yeah. maybe with other band members from your band and mine too :D AWESOME:D can't wait , can't wait. WINKS:D Wooo:D there's band tomorrow. ohmygod. instructor wont be coming. dammits. it will turn out to be very boring. boring day, like usual. haiya! must practice on Overture No. 1 ! GGGGRRRRRSSS! and teach the sec ones. fck. okay stop it. the Bio test just now was tuff. tuff because i didnt study. common. I LOVE HUINI AND VIMALAN AND HIM:D Sunday, February 22, 2009 7:50 PM im freaking out now. he didnt pick up my call this morning. maybe he's sleeping. or maybe he's stucked up by me. im sorry , im sorry , im sorry. again, im sorry. i miss talking to him. i want him. cans? ahshit. this is not a confession. this is what i seriously want. ahfck. shits. FARHAN! andand, hanafi is weird. hanafi is funny. hanafi is cute. hanafi owes me a big time. hahahhaa. see you soon ey hanafi. meet up ayee? :D:D:D:D im rotting here in school. SERIOUSLY! Saturday, February 21, 2009 9:17 PM i feel so stupid. im stupid for putting hopes on you. if i didnt contact you the previous time, things like these wont happen. i didnt mean to do all these. firstly i lied. secondly i ignored you, thirdly im dissappearing. i just have to do this. im getting busier and busier with school. everything's being brought up, and im freaking out down here. and dearest, we've only known each other for a month plus, and theres still a long way to go. theres still lots of things you havent get to know about me. theres still long way to go. and i've told myself to concentrate on my studies for now and do well in Olevels next year. maybe you think that im trying to push myself too early, but no. im not doing well in school now, and i've gotta push myself from now onwards to strive for the better. i hope you understand. ( : but knowing you is really special. i'll try to be always there for you, farhan. <3 Happy Nineteenth Birthday Rezal Ahmad Hisham :D See you tomorrow eyk Sial ! Friday, February 20, 2009 Band Concert ;D 2:50 AM Band Concert Pictures Up Bby :D they're the best , i swear ! <3 mine. my macam paham-ers:D bestbestbestfriends. jason's really good at this:D We're not sisters! Band was totally sucky today. suck like hell. and please eh girl , stop giving me those kinds of faces eh. its okay if you dont wanna talk to me, but please uh, get your bloody look off me. you only look for me when you need something. who the hell do you think you are? - keep spreading rumours about me. im not a slut. you're not virgin anymore and i am, still. so you're the slut. not me! freak! Tuesday, February 10, 2009 5:57 AM Photos we snapped in the guy's toilet at Singapore Conference Hall:D He's my lover/my everything. We're forever retarded. This guy is mine(: Beautiful Liars(: Joel has got pretty wooo(: Im always happy when im with them(: RANDOM:D BESTOFFS:D Just feeling down. Where is he? Where is he? Agggrrr. Worried. Sians~ Valentine's Day's coming~! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Loveloves:D Monday, February 9, 2009 all about today ( : 6:43 PM today is just like the other days. nothing special one. hahahhaha:D now im in school's computer lab two. having english lesson. we're doing something abit different today and for the following other lessons. we're gonna blog for english. okay its abit weird(: but aiyaa. i dont know larhs. hahahahhah (: my class is super noisy. and im starting to get irritated. i feel like smacking philip's face. so noisy. haiyoo! boringboringboring! zulayha is posing beside me. rosmiati is emo-ing. syahirah is sick and since just now, she has been keeping quiet. ): nobody entertain me ley, except zulayha( the kecoh ass ) hahahahha:D yay! gonna go for group study with syahirah and rosmiati later. and maybe with syuk also, my friend, whos volunteering to teach me maths. hahahahha! cooooool~ cant wait for it. WEEEEEEEE~! kkay, mrs steffen coming. gotta log off. byebye! :D love you honeys:D Sunday, February 8, 2009 eighth feb ( : 3:56 PM yesterday was simply tiring. left home at 1045 and went to catch up with my friendsat tiong bahru for breakfast. Hoho. surprisingly Mdm teo was there too. first timefirst time. hahahhaha. eat, laugh, eat laugh and talked about boobs. awww, wth. Richie started it all first. he was like eating this thingy, round and green in colour and its filled with coconut inside. he was like squeezing it and boooshh. the coconut came out. then he told me, " Asyiqin, guess what its like? " and i was like " WHAT? " he said , " like boobyboobboob ". everybody was like fck you uh. hahahhaha :D funny people! hahahha. then went back to school and start sectional practice. it was way off terrible. i just couldnt think of ways to teach my juniors. amelia also. haiyaa. luckily Gina came to our rescue. she came and volunteered to help. so i ran away and went to teach Khairul ( Sec One junior ). and khairul's the only guy among all seven girls in the clarinet section. pheeeewww~ hahahahhahaha:D practiced,practiced,practiced. then its time to get going. we all packed out stuffs and headed to Singapore Conference Hall. we had our SYF rehearsal there. and it was terribly great? hahhahaha:D Mr Refat was like running to the audience seats to balance up our volume, and running back to the conductor's area to conduct and running back to the audience seats. wow. hahahah. and he was like shouting and screaming. the One HOUR in the conference hall was so damn precious. 1 hour - $ 700 ! how precious can it be? got nagged and nagged. blablabla~ then phew. its over. back to schoooooool ( : Saturday, February 7, 2009 5:00 AM dissapointment; i treat you like an angel among all my friends. i trust you to keep my secrets off the other humans. i told you my inner feelings about stuffs i wasnt happy with. and is this what im supposed to get back? you told my secrets out. you broke my trust. you spread rumours to the crowd. what do you think im feeling now? being hatred in school is enough. but what about outside school? have you ever thought about that~? * news spread fast. you're just a hypocrite. i dont want to say this, but i have to. you're just like all the other untrustable friends outside. you're just like them. JUST LIKE THEM. im never gonna tell you any of my craps anymore, nomore. i just wont trust you. i've had enough. you mix with those who hate me, then go on spreading rumours. i wont give a bloody damn. what i know, i dont do such things. i dislike you. my sugarbabe. three years&still counting. bandbandband. band was awesome today. told to report at 8am and i was like 1/2hour earlier. and it was my first time this year coming for band early. HOHO! hahahhahah:D kay shithead ( farhan's word ) hahahahhaha:D band was till twelve plus. firstly was sectional practice. amelia,me,atiqah,puspa,vaithies and fionna ( best ) when we practiced ourselves, we could play the song piece through. but when we were like right in front of Mr Refat ( instructor ) , the sound got stucked in the clarinet. and it was damn sucky. always got nagged by Mr Refat. and whenever he nags, i swear it wont be a pleasant day. He will scold and swear and all the unpleasant names will come out. but overall, hes fun! he's superduper cute. whenever he laughs, his eyes will get smaller and smaller and his cheeks will like go bigger ( idk how to explain ). huhu. hes super funny too. his jokes uh, very funny. but he loves to exagerate. and thats the most stinky part. omg. hahhahahahha. then finally, TWELVE! go home time. we were told to not keep the intruments and just leave them in the store room. cause we'll be going to Singapore Conference Hall tomorrow ( 08/02 ) for SYF Rehearsal. :D yeaaahhh , beeessssst ( : huhu! then i went back home straight with Atiqah. then got myself changed and went straight for tuition at Jurong. yeaaahhhs:D studiedstudied&studied. PHEW. tuition finally ended. BESSSTTT:D hoho! kay lurh. im out of words. bored. gotta start on my Malay Literature's homework now. BYE honeys:D Friday, February 6, 2009 3:17 AM AND! i cant wait for the upcoming band concert! wooooo:D its on Valentine's Day. heeehee! Fuchun Secondary Band's Concert. Outram Band as the guest band. Kay what the heck. Hhahahaha. i swear its gonna bore me to death. the songs Outram's gonna play are like super freaking boring. serious shit! haiyaaaakkkk. Be my Valentine? Freaks. hahhahaha. idiotic question. randoms. know what; i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. i miss gabriel. I MISS GABRIEL TOK WHYE CHING): a month more to wait till hes come-back. ggrrr! woooooo. havent been updating this thingy for like months! wow. bestbestbest. now its like boring. im like so lazy to get into here, and update it. gaaaaahhhhs! okay, today was kinda fun. school ended at 1230pm. short day. heeeehee! funbest:D then went for band practice. wow. its like boring. got myself early for band, and then found out that theres no key to the store where all the instruments are kept. stupid right. then must waitwait&wait. like wth uh. the sec ones are like super damn cute. funnyfunny reactions:D especially Jeremy, Anthony and Khairul. irritants. hahhahaha! Woooyeaaaahh! FINALLY! theres a guy in the clarinet section. one guy, seven girls = POWERFUL (: hoho! loves: Amelia,Atiqah,Puspa,Vaithies,Fionna,Khairul&Jade('09) ahhyarrhh, i miss Erwin! really, i really miss him. my roundroundteddybear:D he freakingfucking cute. hahahahha. and of course, i miss this idiot of mine. someone super good- being sarcastic. someone very lazy- i swear its true. farrhaaaaaannnnnnnnnn~ superb uhs. he was the cause of the lost huge eyebags stucked beneath my eyes. eventhough he made me like wait for like an hour before he calls, its still worth it. [; serious. planned to meet today, then last minute, dont know what happened. hes fault lurh. stucked at his work place. wahlaowei. he owes me big time! haha. kay crap. im bored. kay fck. im hungry. kay im off. wait, Happy 19th Birthday Dearest Firdaus ( : Bfsfvr( : kay bye!	Let's talk.	Getaways. Deqing. VenusLim. XavierOng. Yulia. Kenny. EvelynTeo. ChaoJun. JingRu. IvanChong. Ischelle. Felicia. Davina. Azuan. HongSheng. JingHan. 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