shawtyshawtshawt

2009-07-05T19:30:00.000-07:00

it has been so long since i last posted a post in here. feeling kinda lazy to blog these days. busy with school and all[:
upon last sunday's night, if i'm not wrong, i came across this guy in msn, a cool hawt cute guy i supposed. a young talented photographer who's happily living in a world of his own, always. i'm so sure he could go far, and succeed in life with wht he's doing now:)
k, thats aside. we talked till a certain time, when i told him tht i gotta go. unexpectedly, he asked me whether we could exchange numbers. goodness will* who wouldn't want to get to know a good-looking and talented photographer, right?
cut short, I GAVE:) hee.
then yeah, we msg-ed(:
Now yeah, whenever my phone beeps, i know who's that[:
Nur Eddie Andika Bin Abdul Razak, yeah it's him(:
..Told him tht i don't wanna rush time. & i wanna have everything slowly. and he understands me, and agreeeeed toooo(:
wht an awesome friend i've got[:
:D

2009-06-29T04:53:00.000-07:00

Back in school.
Haiz.
Was hoping that the day would go on smoothly and short and fun.
but ended up, like sheeeiiiitttt! SHIT!
really.
early in the morning, take temperature, continued with the Swine Flu talk.
haiyo.
boringg.
skipped two lessons because of that.
went for PE. wows. everyone didnt bring their PE attire. cool or what?
Except for Venus Lim. HAHHAHAHAHHA:)
Blablabla.
Two periods of bio lesson. goodness.
there was a test lah sey.
stupid!
haiz.
fail lah k, fail.
hahhaha:)
Russell kept asking me for answers. hahhaa.

Chye Xinyu and Chua Huini have got new haircuts!
Xinyu looks like a kiddo bimbo & Huini looks super cute with her bangs!
:D
I LOVE THEM LOADS!
:)
Missing Nas:)

CHIAOS!

2009-06-27T21:39:00.000-07:00

yesterday was kinda boring. didnt do much.
had kenduri with relatives. met aqilah and thaqifah and fadhil. after so long.
hahaha. and zakir changed alot. goodness. he looks like a skater boy now. or maybe he is already one(; hahahaa.cutestuffs.
hahaha:D
was messaging Nas throughout the whole prayer's thingy. heheh.
i miss him alot you know. and im serious. gaaahh.
wanna see him real soon.
goodness.
i logged into fs yesterday. i went to see ian's profile. and it really shocked me.
im like, goooddd! my picture's inside. goodness. what has gone into him? hahaha.
sweeetness bestf!
:D
i miss him, and i love him alot! ;D
gheeees!

went hospital to visit my lovely brother.
hahahahas:D
caught him watchin korean movie. hahah. his favourite. hahaha!
:D
love him. miss him. love him!
:D

missing my xinyu baby!
haiz.
:)

ohyeah, eh girl, ingat eh. ader pegy, ader balek ah eh:D

2009-06-26T18:27:00.000-07:00

Hmms, planned to go out yesterday. But i couldnt.
Asyril, my younger brother got admitted to the hospital due to his bad condition. serious i guess. ):
yeah. wows. since he's in the hospital, he's like the king!
hahahah:D
:D:D
i went up and down the fifth floor just to buy him his wants. nevermind.
siblings lovee(:
im never like this before. hahaha. :D
woooooaahhhs!
(:
i spent the whole day in the hospital. gheeeeees!
:D
going thr again tmr mrning(:
heeehs.
wooowow.
:D
bleahs!
missingg naaaaass(:
hoho!

TAGS REPLIES:
Aeyfey: Who's my admirer? Goodness. Tkkn Nas kan. Nas paham bahasa melayu. Haha. Qus per? GILEEER! Admirer my ass ahhh! Hahhaa:D

XinyuBaby: Awwwws, thank you so mucchh! Love you too bby! :D

Adilah Sayang:D
hms, im sorry k? i couldnt really understand how you're feeling now. maybe you should just explain further to me. so that i could understand better. im very sorry. just remember that im always here for you alrights? you can text me if there's anything taw sayang oi. we really need to talk. and sayang, dont make harsh decisions too fast okay? think twice kay baby? i dont want to see you regret later.
LOVE YOU BABY!

2009-06-25T20:17:00.000-07:00

heys you.
hope you understand me. i treat you as a friend. ohyes i do. please. i feel much more comfortable being and staying as friends with you then moving on to a greater extent, a larger step of life. we've known each other for more than three years, ohyes i know. but it doesnt always have to end up being together right? i've never felt in love with you before and i dont wish to. it's sweet of you to confess it right on my special day but im so sorry. yes it's still right im my mind but i've not taken it to my heart, which will never happen.
you're my friend, never my love. please understand me. thank you friend:)

gosh. i seem closer to my past then present.my past who i thought would not bother anymore(: greeeats:D

i miss nasrullah alot~
thanks for everything, yesterday:D
had lots of fun with you.
:D
i dont wish to wait till the next band exchange in order to meet you, but it seems that i have to. school's gonna re-open soon. and thr wont be anytime for us to plan on our next outing.
nevermind. i'll go over to your school and you'll come over to mine.
fuck the swine flu thingy. i dont care.
^_^
gheeee. kk shhht.
bestf ! :D
bleahhs:D

2009-06-25T18:51:00.000-07:00

i really enjoyed myself yesterday.
out with my lovelies; cxinyu.nasrull.aeyfey.hazyq(:
they're really funny people. hahha.
especially hazyq and aeyfey(:
nas is forever sarcastic! hahaha;D
i love them alots!
:D
planned to meet at 1.3opm but ended up at 3pm. clever rights.
hahaa. since the guys msged me at 1.45 saying tht they're still faraway and will be late, xinyu and i went to shop at ps. hahhaha!
:D
hahah. here comes the funny part;
we both parties reached somerset mrt at the same timing. i saw them at first. but i just acted as if i didnt. hahaha.
they are NOT guys mann! goodness! hahaha:D
except for NAS(: hahah. he had guts to come to us first. cooool ~
melts:D
gheeeee!
gosh. there's too many stuffs to blog about. many things happened. goodness.
nas , me and luthfie kept pushing xinyu and haziq tgt . haha. they're really funny people. as they get closer and closer, haziq will blush and run away. he's a shy person. worst than me! haha:D
luthfie. GOSH! joker ahhs. ahahaha:D
serious. :D
hahaha!
lovelove nas:))

XINYU: Babyboolove; thank you so mucchh for the present alrigghts!
i love it alot:D we'll go shopping again next time okkkks?
I LOVE YOU SO MUCCHHHHHHHH ~ & cheer upp. stick to desmonyyyy(: hahhaa!
LOVELOVE YOUU~

i wanna have another outing with them again. plus adilah sayangg(:
gonna be super funn lahh kkkk.
:D
reallyreally.
my sunshines!
LOVELOVELOVELOVE THEMMMMM ~
:D

2009-06-24T19:06:00.000-07:00

She is forever mine(:

2009-06-24T16:55:00.000-07:00

25th June's Post: my blog has got all the dates mixed up!bloody fck.
HOHO!
Slept at five in the morning and woke up at seven.
I dont know why? Happy, perhaps? Im mad, i know.
Hahs.
Dreamt of something really sweet last morning. It's about her, him, his friends and I. Wow. It's really something sweeet. It has got something to do with today, i guess- if only they're tagging along(:
Hoping that they would want to, able to. Xinyu and I have got missions to do(: Huahua. Evil people. Hahs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ASYIQIN & IAN (:
Gheeees! Wanted to celebrate it with him, and bring him along to the chalet, since he knows the people who'll be there. But too bad, he's in NS now. Cheer up IAN BBY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! SMILE. KEEP SMILING!
i loveee yoooouuuu bestf! :D
Bleahs.

Talking about today, hmms, my phone suddenly seem to get active all by itself this morning. Especially at midnight. Hmmmms(:
Ghheees! Unexpectedly, dearest ex lovelove msged me and wished me.
Shocked? YES. He remembered! :D i thought he wouldnt bother anymore. Woooo(: k whatever Asyiqin:D
Meeting babyboo and the three bapoks later. Hah. Nolah. Pure Men & ADILAH SAYANG(:
Hhahahaha:D
Huahuahua!
:D
Andand, also, Ijanbby(: At Esp(:
:D
Chiaoszxc!

2009-06-24T16:54:00.001-07:00

Lady GAGA'S HAAAAWWWWT ! ( :

2009-06-23T19:56:00.000-07:00

You're the reason of me smiling. Do you know that?
: D
Let's forget the past and start a new.
Im really having that in mind(:

HeyyouLove,
i know that it's super tuff for you to like get someone's phone and text me. It's alrigghts. im fine with it. as long as you're happy and always having the wonderful smile on your face, im fine im alright. you dont have to think about me. from what you always ask me when you text me, it's like always in my head already. i know what you're gonna ask me(: hahaha. you takecare alrights lovely.

im lazy to blog nowadays.
i'll only blog when im in the mood to(:
chiaos!

2009-06-18T06:30:00.000-07:00

I just wanna feel what real love is all about. I just get jealous when i see my piers having successful love stories. I just wonder how it goes. i want to have a taste of it. gosh.

wows. im so happy. he's back okay with his girlfriend. im so happy for him(:
last long alrights cutestuff.
i wanna see you sooon. i wanna meet you sooonn.
you know, you know?
alrights?
:D
maybe next thursday im going over to your school(:
maybemaybemaybe(:
hehes.

awwwws, he msged me already. but i've got a feeling that he's a flirt , a sweet talker. you twits his words. he starts calling me names. sweet names. it's like ohmygod!
haiyo.
seeing him tomorrow(:
his friends are cute(:
i wanna take picture with them tomorrow:D
super cutestuffs<3
much loves!
:D
hehehes!

im dying here. i dont know how to do my AEM report. tomorrow's my tests. tomorrow's my final day. im gonna die !
siaos!
):

ksiows!

2009-06-17T05:20:00.000-07:00

All those small little things doens't stand as a reason for us to get together.
im so sorry. you're my past. i dont want to have you back in my life. im so sorry.
you live your life and i live mine. hope tht you could understand. furthermore i've got someone in mind already. and i dont wish to have a second lost. thank you(:

Heyheyyouyou,
do you know how much i miss you? a day without us contacting is a killer.
i know you're having your sets of problems down there. and i know that it's partly because of me. you dont have to cover it up for me, as im a girl. and i really understand how she's feeling now. im not wrong to say that it's not my fault. it is my fault, for contacting you when you're attached. im so sure that you know why.
really sure. i didn't expect it to end up like this. it's all up in a sudden. seriously, i dont really understand it either.
actually i knew that this kind of thing is gonna happen. like this, your girlfriend found out about us. i wanted to tell you about it, but im afraid that you might think the other way round. im serious. and when now it happened, im totally out of my mind. i couldn't think straight and im losing my mindmindmind(!)
i hope that she will not have the thinking that im trying to get you off her.
really. goodness.
i hope that you could explain every single thing to her gently.
im really sorry. didnt mean anything.
you're my band mate. and she's your girlfriend.
goosssshhhh.
sighs.
i hope that everything would flow back smoothly.
i talked to luthfie about this, and he told me to stay calm. and even you.
you told me to stay calm too. but i cant. im partly the cause of it. how could i stay calm and not worry? GOSH!
talk to you sooooon dearest.
hope that you're doing fine down there.
and about your phone, goodness. cant contact):
takecaree love.
missing you lots!

luthfie, thank you for cheering me up and helping me out in our plan just now.
hahahahahas(: it was damn funny lahhhh.
what the hell. i dont wish to say it out here. hahaha!
kekek ah luthfie! damn cute. damn funny! hahahha!
it really worked out sey. hahhahaa~
and dont worry about him k? just give him some time, and he'll get back to normal(:
heeeehs!
see you soooooon makcikku(:(!)
GHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES!

goshhh, was in SP just now. walking blindly with Xinyu. and then spotted a car(:
damn cute lah kkkkkkkkk!
asked for number somemore!
pretty coooooool~
hahahahahahas!
:D
:D
:D
k siows.
hahahhahaha~
amir is a fuck shit! fucking shit!

k chiaos~

2009-06-16T18:29:00.000-07:00

Freezing in here, in SP.
Third day of AEM(:
Bleahs.
Boredom~
Aziz and Saeed are driving me kerayzeeeee!
They asked me to do my part in the project work, but they themselves are talking crap and not doing.
Hell-up(!)
Hahahhahahahah:D
This "Ahma" beside me is nagging at me(!)
She just cant keep her mouth shut.
Already made me wait for like more than half and hour at Commonwealth MRT, then still want to nag at me.
Nabei her.
Aiyooo.
Shut up, shut up, shut up, YOU SHUT UP LAHHH BACKSIDE!
hahahhahaha{:
Wows, xinyu, aziz and i are gonna do a presentation later.
gosh. im so sure that saeed's gonna distract me and make me lose my mind in front of everyone.
all im gonna do is just to smile(:
Rajan's fine with that(:
:D
Gheeeeeeeeeeeeeeees!
:D
:D
:D

Tag reply(1):
DAN: Nabei. who the fuck are you? sial uh. apahh siaa 999. pikir aku bodoh nahh per siaa. takley kasi aku number btol kau perh siaa kimak. takot sangat perh siaaa?
PUKIMAK(!)

2009-06-16T03:02:00.000-07:00

Talked to Nas and Luthfie just now.
Wows.
Bestbestbest(:
Known for like a year plus, tady baru dapat bbl.
COOOOOL !
hhahaa. luthfie's voice is like the neighbourhood market aunty selling vegetables.
very squeeky, those kinds. nas's is like, hmmm? uhmmm. just a word, CUTE!
:D
hhahahaha!
today was fun.
aziz and saeed made me laugh like hell !
serious.
hahahaa:D
especially aziz.
he was like a toot.
really. bitchy. hahahha{:
love them alll(:
see ya tomorrow{:

Muhd Wan Aidil Bin Mutalib:
awwwws, thanks for the roses just now{:
they're super pretty{:
thank you so much for cheering me up just now.
and also the hug(:
love you lots, friend:D

2009-06-15T19:38:00.000-07:00

Having AEM in Singapore Poly now. Day Two.
Goshhhh.
Tired. Sleepy):
Now i know how Poly life is.
Goodness.
Super duper fun.
Can slack, can study. your choice.
Hahs!
:D
:D
:D
New presentation.
Goodness!
Must prepare.
Fail lah, fail lah.
Kay, what the hell am i talking?
CRAPS!
Hahahhaa{:
Saw Riduan yesterday.
Stupid.
Dammit Fool.
Fuck!
:D

unknoWNN: sedap nya isap konek! nak SIKIT! JANGAN MARAH!
Asyiqin: Kiwak! Niek lagyk satu pye anjeng. sialans!
nak sangat perh?! tunjok diri lah sial. asal daa tag kat blog aku abey letak name unknown? takot pahh? kalaw kau btol pye laki ey, letak name ah cb!
KNNCCB! letak phone number skali! tak brani pahh? tak brani pahh? SIALAN!
gy mampos ah pukimak!

2009-06-15T03:26:00.000-07:00

Hmmmms, busy today.
Hahahhas.
Went for AEM at Singapore Poly(:
Was excited at first.
Wanna know whywhywhy?
Ask Chye Xinyu. If you dont know her, then too bad.
It's our secret, right baby?
:D
<3
Hahhaha.
The AEM course went on good, till Aziz did something stupid.
He got Rajan, our lecturer super mad till that he shouted and caused my group, with Aziz inside damn foolish.
hahahha!
Then nevermind, Rajan went around the class and came back to us, and apologised for shouting at us.
Hahs!
:D
He's damn cute lah can?
[:
Huhu!
Went for tea break , then came back to class.
Continued class, then went for lunch!
Hhahahas.
Cutehawt guys-Too bad, NONE(!)
Kay, stop it.
Hahhs[:

Heyheyyouyou, it's alright to me okays.
Don't worry too much.
Want to see me happy?
Okay, here is it.
Promise that you'll last long with her, i'll be more than happy in life[:
Hehs.
Okay? See you soooooonn(:
Much Loves, Cutestuff[:

Miss my Rinie BabyGirl):
Get well soooon sayang:D
Takmo pikir pasal itu sundal.
kkkkkkk?
Sayang kaaaauu!
:D

Ishak & Helmi(!)
Wahlao.
Ini dua orang sungguh jahat(!)
ALAMAKS!

MISS IJAN HAWTSTUFF BABYKUSAYANG GILER BABI(!)-Friends.

kkk,
wanna bathe. and eat.
:D
Chiaos!

2009-06-14T03:31:00.000-07:00

Dammits.
Its my fault Rinie.
Blame it on me.
I'll try my best to solve everything.
' Not exactly try my best, i have to solve it.

Passerby:
Ey kiwaks.
Kau sapa siaa mau suro aku isap konek? konek sapa kau mau aku isap?
konek kau? konek bapak kau? kalaw nak aku isap sangat, sini tunjok diri ah sial.
nak address aku? aku bule bagy ah sial.
knnccb(!)

Ey sundal, kau takmu bbl world ah sia. kau daa bikin aku pye girl smp msk hosp, abey kau mau jalan gytuh mcm jek? kiweks! pikir dua kali ah siaal. kau pikir kite mau diamdiam jek perh sial? kau bikin girl aku pasal jantan siot. sot sak aku. sial ah. GROW UP AH PUKIMAK! pasal jantan sakk kau mau bikin girl aku, kawan kau lagyk.
siol uh, takde perasaan perh kau? kawan kau sendiri sial kau bikin.
kiweeks! kalaw jantan tuh dah tanak kau, kau angkat kaki jalan lah sial.
kau masih naknakkan dier buat aper?
aper? rumah kau tak cermin kepe sial?
nak aku belikan lagy? brape kau nak?
sket hari kau malukan girl aku , aku duk diam jek siaa.
beh skrg kau bikin dier. sial pye sundal.
kau tunggu ey cb.
mampos ah kau.
SIALAN(!)

Sot sak aku!
Amir buat hal. Cb.
Kau pikir kau pye mataer aper siaa?
Suke go, tak suke tolak tepi per siaa?
Selame niek, kau yang kasi aku advise pasal aku pye hal sume, lovestory sume.
aku rase ey, kau cakap besar jek ah siaa.
kau pun lagyk satu pye dog.
gy cermin diri kau sendiri uhs. kau pikir banyak nonok cakap kau cute, kau bule sembarangsembarang go ngn pmpan ahs, bule sembarang tolak pmpan kau tepi ahs?
tak sedar diri.
GET A LIFE lah sial(!)
and ey, yang pasal that time kat m.steps ey, mcm aku tak salah ah.
mmg patot aku buat gytuh.
kau pye orang maner taw regret per kan.
mmg patot ah aku buat gytuh.
menyesal sak aku kenal kau.
kenal tige tahun, baru skrg aku taw prangai kau mcm anjeng. tak ah. aku rase anjeng pon lagyk better. anjeng pon taw makan sendiri. kau aper taw? taw nak mentelmentel, manjemanje dgn nonok, suro suapkan kau makan.
kau ader tangan buat aper? buat maen per? sial.
gy mampos ah.

SOTS!

2009-06-13T21:54:00.000-07:00

Pictures Up[:

yesterday was ultimately superb!
went to watch a band concert at republic poly[:
wooahs!
love it[:
they actually played the song Miss Saigon!
goshs.
memories of Mr Chan, ex conductor for Outram[:
Miss him lots!
:D
Okaaaayys,
i saw NasNasNas!
:D
Happy[:
Wanted to go over to him and talk, but nahhh.
No guts[:
hehs.
And Luthfie!
He changed alot.
Didnt recognise him at first.
Hahs.
He's a good guy.{:
Kept looking at Nas direction[:
Hoping for him to look back, but whenever i look thr, Qusyairi will be the one looking back.
Dammits!
Gheeeeeeeeeeesss!
Camwhored with babygirls in the toilet-girls' favourite[:
Was damn high yesterday[:
Babygirls know why[:
Gheeeeeeees!
Best part, was watching the concert half way through, then received a message.
From someone unknown.[:
Asked who, and he replied Nas!
GOSSSSHHHHHS!
{:{:{:
kkay, asyiqin, stop it[:
WOOOOOS!
Happy!
Baaaahhhs.
Hahhahas.
After the concert, brother and cousin picked me up by car.
Sent Xinyu and Huini home.
Journey from RP to Xinyu's house is like going to Johor Bahru.
Freaking long lahh can?
Whahhhs.
Hhahaha[:
Messaging Nas, Luthfie, Huini and Xinyu at night.
Precious times.
Ohyeah Xinyu, pity you.
Hahhas. dont entertain those faggots okay?
Cheer up!
:D
Huini, I LOVE YOU!
:D
Luthfie, ThanksThanksthanks! Cheer ups!
:D See you sooooonnn!
:D
Nas, Much Loves{:
Lotsa Misses.
Kkk, off to the lib.
:D
Byebye[:

2009-06-11T19:43:00.000-07:00

From now onwards , dont call me your sister.
Fullstop.
Not in the mood.

Awws , thank you so much Aidi Baby[:
for cheering me upp[:
Appreciate it alot(!)
Thankyouthankyou(!)
Much Love(s)(!)

Cant wait for tomorrow.
Babygirls(!)
Camwhore alrights.
And gossips.
:D
Miss youuuu!
Loves:D

And, Syafiq(Fiq Tikis):
Dont prasan lahh kay.
My MSN pm wasnt for you. and it will never be thr for you.
who do you think you are?
you think you're so great or what?
You think i want to go after a guy like you ?
Oh pleeeeaaaseee(!)
DREAM ON idiot!

Andand, heyheyyyouyouu.
I kept it thr, because im still having those times in mind.
and i love that picture alot.
Okay, if thts your favour, okaaayys.
It's way off my tagged account.
but it'll still remain here, in my blog.
Okays.
Thank you for everything.
All the best.
And forget it abt tht day, me asking you abt the meetup.
Off my mind.
Byebye.

♥AidiRusli.
Get well soon[:
See you soon[:

2009-06-11T06:56:00.000-07:00

Excuse me human, i know im in charge of it.
You're requesting a favour from me , i know.
You're someone i should respect.
Hms , butbut, you're like telling me about it super last minute ?
Am i supposed to say yes ?
You said that it's urgent .
HELLO !
You think im 24hours/7 free ?
Oh sorry.
Wrong person.
I can easily tell you that im not free , and i cant make it tomorrow.
But do you know whats disturbing my mind right now ?
You'll think that it's holiday now , cant i just spare five minutes( as what you said ) to just look for the stuff and pass it to you?
Journey to destination, timetaken, and minutes needed to look for the stuff, have you thought about it?
Okay, im pissed.
Oh know, im fine. okaaaaayy.
Confused? - Welcome to my life.
=]

Yes Huini Baby[:
Let's Gossip (!)
Loves.Hugs.Kisses.
:D

2009-06-10T18:13:00.000-07:00

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwxxzcs!
Woke up early morning.
Clean up my room , and my brothers' also.
Gonna meet Aidil at around three plus later, to chill out with him.
:D
Wows.
It seems that i cant wait for saturday.
Band concert.
you readers, might think that im crazy.
cant wait to go and watch a BAND CONCERT.
Hahahaha.
Actually its not about the concert that im waiting impatiently for.
Its about the people that im gonna face up with.
Ohgosh(!)
My babyloves would know what and who im referring to[:
Not the 'Q' but the 'N'(!)
Cheers!
And yah, was busy messaging ChongHao yesterday.
I started the whole conversation first, but he's the one who dragged it.
That.Guy.Is.Irritating(!)
:D
Meet him sooon[:
wooowooowooo!

Yahhhhhh, next week's gonna be a tiring week for me):
Have got AEM at Singapore Poly from Monday to Friday, 8.30am-5pm.
WahhhDIE!
Actually, this AEM thing wasnt for me.
But i dont know why i willingly signed up for it.
Its mostly for the business studies students.
And i dont take business studies.
I dont know why i happily signed up for it.
KEHPO(!)BUSYBODY(!)
get myself into additional stress.
STUPID LAH YOU , ASYIQIN(!)
* knock head.

kklahhhs, i wanna bathe[:
Byebye Loves.
<3

2009-06-09T16:49:00.001-07:00

It's just left with great memories.
Those fun times together.
Haiz.
Wish you all the best in life.
Takecaree always.

Gosh.
Nashriq , you're back!
[:
Bleahs.
Meet up sooon(:

:D
kaykay, lazy to blog now.
byebye.

2009-06-06T22:28:00.000-07:00

Pictures up (!)
Miss BabyLove. ):

2009-06-03T18:55:00.000-07:00

ThirdJune:
●Band from 8am-5.30pm.
●Met Erwin.
●Home Sweet Home.
Today:
●Stupidest Dream Ever.
●Send my younger brother to school.
●Meet sweetheart at City Hall.
●Meet Erwin.
●Hang Out.

Sorry, im lazy to blog.
Gaaahhhs.
● Happy Eighteenth Birthday ApwitSanchi&Miwraaaaaaaawwwrrrrr(:

2009-06-01T22:59:00.000-07:00

im too bored.
second post(:
mummy said tht she wanna bring me out.
but till now she's not back home yet.
gaahs.
since 12.30pm.
if i know, i would have stayed with erwin and slacked for awhile more.
:D

i wanna meet himhimhimhimhim!
i miss him already.
i love you Erwin (!)
let's forget about the past and start a new:D
<33333333

Band practice tomorrow.
8.30am to 5pm.
Full day practice.
gosh!
; Speech Day.
Ohman.
:D

2009-06-01T21:29:00.001-07:00

you bastard!
knnccb!
who do you think i am?!
you're so good on the phone, but right in front of me, you're like a devil.
i know you're a guy and im a girl.
and i know you've got this in mind; girls are weaker than guys.
but please, let me tell you this, IM NOT, you fucker!

gaaaahs!
met erwinwinwinwin just now for awhile.
fooohh.
was super happy.
after so long, finally got to meet him again.
see his smile, and hear his laughter(:
GOSH!
love you erwin, love you(:
thanks for th hugs&kisses(:
<3

2009-05-29T18:14:00.000-07:00

problem, gosh.
big problem):

Sicksicksick.
has been sick since thursday.
Gosh.
It's super unpleasant.
can't do my daily routines.
Sneeze.Cough.Sneeze.Cough.Headache.DIE.
):
Susan: Sorry, didnt meet you yesterday to pass you the cam.
Was super restless.
Sorry babe.

Tuition today, cousin's wedding arrangement today - Not going.
Super sick.

Love my babies; Chye Xinyu & Chua Huini.
Bye.

2009-05-27T17:03:00.000-07:00

Didn't make it to school today.
Super weak plus restless.
Goshhs.
I miss Baby ):

Russell, cheer ups alrights!
Everything will go on fine(:
Cheer up , cheer up !
Much Loves<3

AndyDandy, Happy 20th Birthday.
SuperDuper old already. Grow up.
Push your childishness away.
Much loves<3

Parent's Meeting tomorrow.
Gosh. Preparing myself to be nagged at.
(:
Band tomorrow.
Weeeeeeee<3
Gosh.
There's like super little band practices during the June holidays luhs.
]: I don't like.
Ggrrrr!
Band Concert; 31st May '09 - NIE (Not going)
13th June '09- RP (Going)
:D

2009-05-22T05:00:00.000-07:00

since last week, my days wasnt that good.
i don't know whats happening between us.
you know i love you alot.
and it's like you're changing.
haiz.
now when i know thw truth, it's super disappointing okay.
least expected you did this.
im not angry or what.
because it's up to you to whom you wanna be with.
but why didn't you tell me this earlier and not wait till i find out myself?
thats what im pissed off with.
haiz.
it's up to you alright.
i can't say much.
decision's in your hands.
and im waiting, willing to wait till whenever.
i would appreciate it if you were to not drag it for too long, cause i can't stay long living in misery.
i hope you know how much you mean to me.
im not trying to talk big or what, but it's the truth.
i swear i love you alot.
one and only Erwin Shah.
*let the readers be the witnesses for what im saying now.
i love you and only you, erwin.
Noone else.
Believe me.

Hms, flag day tomorrow at CK TANG.
Excited.
Meeting him tomorrow after the flag day.
Im super impatient now.
i miss erwin like damn fucking alot.
& i hope that everything will go on fine tomorrow.
;D

I LOVE ERWIN SHAH!

2009-05-20T00:30:00.000-07:00

Make-up Party with Rachel/Susan/AtoyStar/Clarence/Agnes/AndyDandy(:
Tysm for the fugliest make-over.
It's ' SUPERB '.
Ah whatever.
And tysm for making my room look like a zoo.
Appreciate it so much.
):

2009-05-19T02:18:00.000-07:00

WONDERWALL:D
FuchunFuchunFuchunSecondaryBandMembers! I MISS THEM! Esp, these people(:

My Tally Sunshine;Fatin Athira. I miss you so much baby!

Hizam is being missed(:

Babyboy, i love you super alot!
See you again soooooooon huns(:
IMYSM!

2009-05-18T23:12:00.001-07:00

three words; I MISS ERWIN!
):

2009-05-15T19:45:00.000-07:00

Memories(:

This girl,FifyBintang(: She's hot okay. GORGEOUS(:

GossipPartner;Mimi.
He's gone. Boy's Home. Missing him.
Takecare you ass.

CousinsLove;Aqillah,Thaqifah,Asyiqin:D

2009-05-15T19:12:00.000-07:00

ok, FIRDAUS, YOU SUCK!
Hahs. Idiot you. Stupid you.
Prank call me. IDIOT!
Gaaahhs.
ohyeah, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY REMY(:
& last long with my baby isha alrights:D
fuuhs, five more days of stress, thn enjoy:D
Honestly, I HATE EXAMS!
):
ok, Asyiqin wants to bathe now.
Bye fools(:

2009-05-15T03:15:00.000-07:00

finally got myself home(:
had literature & science papers just now.
woahs!
:D
not bad, kinda easy(:
whywhywhy?
because asyiqin studies.
[: okay, WHATEVER!
^_^
Huhu:D
Hehehs.
thenthenthen, after exams, waited for Noor, Saeed, Malan, Ishan(:
Ohmygosh.
Noor's pants tore!
& thats like the most stupidest thing ever lahhs!
And the best part is that he's proud of it:D
He went round showing people his torn pants.
Ohmygosh. Hhahaa.
He borrowed My Cheliyan's shorts.
OHMYGOOOODDDD!
its like superduper huge! big, i mean.
heeehs!
:D
Noor was like a retard just now.
The shorts kept going down. Its like so the wth??
:D
Then saw Fitri & Dinnie & the rest play takraw.
Saeed wanted to watch, so we watched for awhile(:
& FITRI STOLE MY DRINK!
okay nevermind.
then Asyiqin met Erwinwinwinwinwin(:
& whos that guy? uhmm, teri ahhs?
ah whatever lahs.
he has a funny looking face.
idk why(: hahahas.
then slacked with Erwin till six and off i went.
:D
I LOVE & MISS THAT GUY, ERWIN SHAH(:

2009-05-14T03:34:00.001-07:00

the funniest video of all(:
i love this man!
superduper cute!
:D

2009-05-14T00:58:00.000-07:00

Kiss Me Through The Phone(:
ILove(:

Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't now
Baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)

Baby I kno that u like me
U my future wifey
Souljaboytellem
Yeah u can be my boonie
I can be ya clyde
U can be my wife
Text me, call me
I need u in my life
Yea all day
Everyday I need ya
And eveytime I see ya
My feelings gets deeper
I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss ya
But I can't
678 triple 9 8212

Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't now
Baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)

Baby I've been thinkin
Lately so much about u
Everything about u
I like it, I love it
Kissing u in public
Thinking nothing of it
Roses by the dozen
Talkin on da phone
Baby u so sexy
Ya voice is so lovely
I love ya complexion
I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss ya
But I can't
678 triple 9 8212
Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't
Now baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)

She call my phone like da(20x)
We on da phone like da(20x)
We takin pics like da(20x)
She dial my numba like da(10x)
678 triple 9 8212

Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't
Baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)

ILoveErwin[:

2009-05-13T00:53:00.000-07:00

2009-05-13T00:46:00.000-07:00

Fadhil is being MISSED):

2009-05-12T20:57:00.000-07:00

the paper today was kinda easy.
gaaahhs, 30 marks only. CHEY!
hahhaa.
alrights.
i missing that special someone.
gosh.
im missing him alot.
alot.alot.alot.alot.alot.alot.alot.alot.alot.
ERWIN♥
I MISS YOU DAMN FCKING ALOT!
;D

and ohs, Elfie(favourite.gossip.partner) has gone back to camp already.
gosh. noone to gossip with already.
takecare of yourself in there ♥ly.
:D

i've got this so called "friend".
maybe someone i name as friend previously, but nolonger now.
haiz.
i just can't believe it.
i did so much for you in getting what you wanted so far.
and you got me into trouble.
is this what im supposed to get?
ohmygosh.
i swear that im never gonna forgive you and take you as my friend ever again.
go to hell you freaking fcking bitch!

2009-05-11T02:05:00.000-07:00

I LOVE ERWIN SHAH!
Fullstop.

2009-05-07T03:16:00.000-07:00

school was fine.
had malay listening comprehension exam just now.
was like sitting beside Zaki, funny guy.
hahahha(:
Mr Aluyi was the teacher in charge. He dont give a damn about us.
we were like talking super loudly.
we were like sharing answers all around. he didnt even say anything.
in fact he can still give me the answer for one of the questions.
hahahhaa!
super fun!
how i wish exams could be like that(:DREAM ON!

okays, hahahhaha[:
funny. gosh. meeting erwin tommorrow.
woo! excited. missing him alot.
:D
English Paper tommorrow.
damn scared can?
i suck in english.
the comprehension passage makes me sleep.
gosh. gracious.
Wakeywakey Asyiqin.
MIDYEAR!
gosh.
):

2009-05-06T04:16:00.000-07:00

haiz.
surprisingly she accused me of doing it when i didn't.
i just couldnt believe it.
you're ignoring me at home.
haiz. you scolded me evry single day, when im not at fault.
haiz.

school was fun just now.
day passed by fast.
poa was boring like usual.
amazing mr ngien didnt scold me like hell-up just now, like how he used to do{:
i did his work.
wohoohhoooo!
then was asked to clean the scribblings on the tables after school.
the class was chaotic.
ohmygosh. hahahha(:
Yu qiao was shouting here and there.
Harold and Philip faught.
hahahhaha!
the class was like a zoo!
hahahha.
funny people!
huhu!

im missing erwin.
):
andoh, saw ismail just now.
ohmygosh. he changed, alot!
hoho!
getting handsome-er:D
winks!

okay, gotta go get back to my studies.
ADIOS!

2009-04-30T06:03:00.000-07:00

finally i got them updated.
CHIAOS{:

2009-04-30T05:39:00.000-07:00

missing them alot.
especially mimi {:

off to malaysia.
back soon{:
loving Erwin,Huini,Xinyu,Russell and Vimalan{:
byes.

2009-04-30T01:28:00.000-07:00

Beautiful Liars:D

always loving them(:
nenekku(:

my hottest babyboo<3>

im super disappointed with saeed and noor.

how could you like talk about erwin in that way.

saeed, i know tht you don't want to see me with other guys except for him, but please luhs. erwin's more than a friend to me.

can you like please understand me?

i've never asked someone to curse your friend or whatsoever, so why must you like ask noor to curse him?

please luhs. i've got feelings.

and erwin has got his own feelings too.

how do you think he'll feel?

and how do you think i feel?

do you like it if i were to do to you??

think please.

and noor, why must you curse erwin?

why must you do what saeed ask you to do , when its not realistic at all?

please think before doing something.

be realistic luh can?

school was fun today except for the above incident.

temperature taking in the morning: russell and i, we were like rubbing the thermometer on his pants and my skirt to make the temperature high.

hahahaha[:

damn childish lah cans?(:

watched sex movie in class. hahaha.

" Saturday Night "

hahahha;D
what a retarded show. its like more of encouraging us to have sex than to not.

ohmygosh. hahaha:D

2009-04-29T01:18:00.000-07:00

how wonderful?
you said hi to me firstly when you saw me in school.
you smiled at me a couple of times.
aren't you so called " paiseh " anymore?
hmmmms, wake up to your senses alrights.
don't make my gf your next victim cans?
thank yous(:

hmmmphs, alvin su sucks can?
hahahha[:
oly huini baby and i know whys(:
cheers:D

alrights, some people is not liking me and just keeping quiet.
hmms, heys bitch. sorry yeahs.
if you don't like me, tell me. don't have to like keep quiet and act decent.
please luhs. if you wanna say that im bad, then what are you?
you're WORST for goodness sake.
wake up lahhs.
dont act innocent.
and please, stop acting cute in front of those guys.
they are guys, and of course they like it.
but you're leaving a bad impression of yourself to the others.
get it?
wake UP!
hmmmms.

saw apit at the voiddeck just now.
talked awhile.
omg. he changed alot.
from short to tall.
from quiet to bubbly.
from decent to a matrep.
ohmygosh.
hahahhaha[:

2009-04-28T15:00:00.000-07:00

yes andy, yes.
we're simply just part-time friends to him.
wonderwall.
haiz.
nevermind.
wait till he comes back, and see what he has to say to us.
and see whether he'll ever look for us again or not.
you chill alrights?
go out sooooons[:

yesterday wasnt that good.
school was boring like usual.
sat beside vimalan for literature class.
superb. disturbed him all the way.
and he's like so cute, i mean his reactions.
(:
gosh!
teacher changed the sitting plan.
im like sitting right in front of the board, with someone i do not know well.
and do not kinda of really like.
okay, sorry. english suck. hahaha.
luckily russell is sitting beside me. not really beside. he's in the other row. but beside.
dammit, wth am i talking?
okay nevermind.

qussyairiiiiiiiiii~
is suuuuupppppppppeeeeerrrr irritating!
ohman!
most irritating guy i've ever met.
STOP MSGING ME WILL YOU?!
gggrrrrr!

looking forward for the Romeo And Juliet's play tonight.
8pm, Raffles Hotel(:
WEEEEEEEESSS:D

Off to school.
Chiaos!
:D

2009-04-27T02:24:00.000-07:00

new day. new laptop. new friends.
today was super tiring. gosh.
had my 2.4km run. woahs.
tiring, super tiring.
i was like slacking away thoughout the whole day in school after PE.
was like super tired. and had headache.
my headache was like killing me luh cans.
ohyah, in the morning, saw marcus, kenneth and russell fight a tiong bahru.
was damn childish lah can?
they're like fighting over toys lahs.
ahahhahahaha!
(:
russell is like damndamn childish lah kay(:
hoho!
kay, gonna study nowwwwwwws(:
loving erwin forever[:
ADIOS.

2009-04-25T22:52:00.000-07:00

day by day, i just felt as if you're vanishing. i don't know why. maybe you're unhappy with me or something. maybe i've done something wrong to you by accident and not noticing and because of that, you're going away. i don't know. i seriously don't know.
i hope that you could tell me or better, confront me if there's a need. i seriously wanna know.

and ohyah, my dearest andy lim(:
i know how you're like feeling now.
having a type if typical friend isnt easy to handle.
what you're feeling now is slightly better.
mine is like worst.
he's like more than a friend to me. and he did that.
gosh. he's like. ohmygod.
i don't know how to say it.
he left without any words.
no even a simple message or impossibly a call.
haiz.
he change, alot.
haiz.
nevermind.
i don't hope much from him.
but please, i pray for the best of him in America for his studies and hope that he'll last long with her.
thank you so much gabriel tok whye ching.
i appreciate every single little thing you've done and sacrificed for me.
thank you so much.
(:

ohgosh.
im just wondering why everyone's changing.
haiz.

2009-04-24T19:04:00.000-07:00

heys boy,

who do you think i am?

your personal toy?

do i look like one in the first place?

you see, you've made use of me.

and its like seriously way off limit.

i didn't say anything. i knw i should be angry at you.

but instead im not.

instead im helping you.

exams are like around the corner, and so yeah.

i don't want anything to happen.

please.

boy, respect girls.

ty.

missing my dearest yayat (:

ohgosh. i think im in loveeeeeeee<3

with someone old(:

bleahs.

2009-04-21T03:30:00.000-07:00

life full of cheerfulness(:
woaini {:
see you tomorrow, lovely.
im so into you.
im fcking serious.
(:

2009-04-18T23:42:00.000-07:00

CIP was superb yesterday.

{: lols.

my group : habib/rosmiati/syahirah/zulayha/vimalan/RUSSELL/NICHOLAS & ME {:

heheh!

such a funny group.

went to each house , at Bukit Ho Swee to ask for recyclables.

super funny.

i tried speaking chinese to them, but i got ignored instead.

i tried so hard, but still failed.

they seem to not understand my accents.

}: super saddening.

hahahhaha.

Rebel {:

then met nathan/venus&xinyu at outram mrt.

went over to xavier's birthday party at Goldkist Resort, East Coast{:

the journey there was super suffering.

at first we rot in the train for like eight stations away from Outram to Bedok.

then took the bus from bedok to somewhere nathan directed.

then we walked from one end to another.

gosh.

hahahaha[:

at the party, me/nathan/venus&xinyu sticked together.

we laughed/giggled/walked & ate together.

hahahaa.

nathan is a gonggong!

seriously.

hahahhaha{:

end of the party, erwin fetched me homeeee{:

wrooomwrrooooooom(:

woooooo, BEST!

a little brainstorm;

why do girls go for cute guys ?

why do guys go for cute girls ?

gosh.

he's just super ugly but he's got a super extraordinary pretty hotstuff girlfriend !

lols.

A little signage for my love{:

the end {:

Adios !

2009-04-18T00:13:00.000-07:00

god, thank you god {:

you've made him come back to me.

gosh. thank you so much{:

im so in love with him{:

super in love.

farhan<3

; no words to describe how happy i am now {:

2009-04-17T04:09:00.000-07:00

just got back from school.

was such a long day.

haiz.

school ended at 12.30pm.

then went to serve for detention for coming late on monday, & its like for freaking two hours.

fcking long. haiyo.

xinyu,evelyn, me & russell were like talking all the way.

hahahhaha[:

kenneth was a kind soul for a day.

he waited for two hours for me till i end detention,

and then we went out of school together(:

heh!

wooo, CIP tomorrow.

going to Bukit Ho Swee.

gosh, that place. hahaha[:

i love CIP!

freaking fun!

woooooooo(:

ohyah, i love erwinerwin/huinihuini/xinyuxinyu/kennethkenneth/russellrussell(:

2009-04-12T17:02:00.000-07:00

Thanks Elfie for the morning wakeup call & morning milkshake (:

Elfie woke me up at 7am today whn im supposed to wake up at 730!

damn him.

hah.

but good thing was that he told me to meet him at the voiddeck to get his whole world new homemade caramel milkshake.

hahaha!

wth. pretty cute joke.

elfie, i know its not you who made it. hah!

love you ah elfie !

gosh, before i step into school today, i really hope that i could put myself into the study mood.

he's my past, and who knows my reality , again ?

LOTS OF HOPE ON HIM.

Adios[:

2009-04-12T07:04:00.000-07:00

life's not flowing the way i want it to be.

maybe im missing him so much, but what can i do?

maybe he's enjoying his life now, with someone new? gosh!

or maybe he's suffering? i dont know. i seriously dont know.

he called me a few times before, but i just didnt picked up his calls.

he called me in the middle of the night when i was snoring.

how is it possible?

haiz.

im seriously missing him , alot.

i just dont understand why he's always on my mind when we've got nothing to do with each other, other than friends.

maybe im into him?

haiz. i dont know.

i've got mixed feelings now.

ever had the sense of love towards him before.

but now, its like complicating.

i know i still do love him.

but, i dont know about him and his feelings.

its so hard to get through him.

couldnt contact him.

i dont know whats happening to him.

i do want to get to know.

should i call his home phone instead?

im afraid.

haiz.

i hope everything is doing fine in his position.

i hope that he's not being stressed up.

not down with any sickness or aches.

i really want to see him, soon.

oh god.

i cant bare this misery.

he's just too precious to me.

i hope he knows this ^^.

farhan.

im so sick and tired of school.

its like i couldnt concentrate well, and all the teachers seemed to be like monsters.

ohman.

whats happening to me?

am i paranoid? gosh.

hate this feeling.

POA is killing me.

ohmygod.

what is happening?!

i couldnt concentrate!

its like worthless studying.

gosh. dammit.

im never like this before.

help!

2009-04-05T00:38:00.000-07:00

You Left Me Speechless.

2009-03-28T22:55:00.001-07:00

Boring day. Boring day. Boring day.

Received a message from him.

Precious one.

Loves.

2009-03-28T05:26:00.000-07:00

This guy , even though he's irritating at times , but i still love him(:
DANIEL THAY!
i miss him so much:D

lazyness.

2009-03-28T05:12:00.000-07:00

something i want him to read and understand.
MehLoopBeh(:
Behind this smile leaves a great complication of her secret admirer or maybe secret lover?
" Im never gonna forget the day we first met. Even though nothing moderately special happened, its still a special and memorial day.
Maybe its not to you, but i swear it is to me.
Whenever i think about what happened on that day, i always smiled and laughed at myself.
Eventhough you're dissappearing from me nowadays, im still treasuring my heart for you. Its always gonna be waiting for you.
I hope that you're settling down slowly.
And i reallyreally hope that you're not against alot of stress.
Eat well. Sleep well.
Rest well bby.
<3>
you're always on my mind.
huggieskissesmisses. "

asyiqin is lazy.

2009-03-28T04:58:00.000-07:00

cousins love(: i miss them.

AqiLove&TataTheBomb(:

Red's Hot.

Smiles.

lazy to blog.

missing farhan always.

and dearest erwin(:

looking forward for 4th April.

band exchange programme with Fuchun Secondary, again(:

cant wait to see them especially Qusyairi (:

hey boy, you dont know how much i love you.

i really hope to see you soon.

im missing you like so much.

2009-03-22T21:02:00.000-07:00

have not been blogging for days.
gosh.
since i got back frm sec 3 camp.
haiya.
hahahhaha[:

now im at home , didnt go to school.
SICK!

yesterday's National Youth Business Challenge Competition at Compass Point was superb!
Was damn fun (:
Won Bronze , at least smth. Haha!
Met Marcus , Atticus , Siraj , Xavier , Sherenne , Jason - New friends .
Marcus and Atticus - cutestuffs:D
quarrelled with Atticus , just because if him forcing me to buy his product and an exchange for the box of brownies.
damn retarded lah.
then marcus , i forced him to buy balloons frm my stall , and he did [:
hahahahha!
Atticus kept tickling me lah ass.
freaker. hhhhaha[:

Products :

80 Balloons - All Sold.

18 Brownies - 16 Sold.

26 Tarts - All Sold.

BEST!

best thing ever :

saw ERWIN (:

damn cute lahhhhhh <3

missing farhan & erwin ( now : 12.10pm )

2009-03-10T15:11:00.000-07:00

school days is finally to an end.

holidays are starting.

perhaps, sec three camp tomorrow.

cant wait:D

im so sick and tired of hearing her bitch about me and me bitching about her back.

im so so tired of it.

its up to her lah to do what.

i dont bloody give a damn.

what i know is that im not the kind of girl she thinks.

thats it.

and thats all.

meeting farhan after school later, maybe?

[: yeah. hopefully yes.

and people, wont be like blogging / friendsterising / tagging for the next few days.

off to sec three camp and Sarawak trip.

Back on next wednesday (:

takecare peeps.

especially , farhan & erwin :D

okay best [:

off to school.

2009-03-09T23:43:00.000-07:00

" Heyloooooo, stop blaming.

Yes, at the first place i'm the one giving your number t her and that was because she wanna know about whoever that likes her, F!And blame yourself entireeeeely, If it wasnt you keep replying/answering her calls/messages, she wont be wanna you to entertain her, F!So now, what's the problem girl?It's clearly stated that you won for 5 times bitching people friends and boyfriend.D'you need celebration ? or Even like praying for your winning ?Oh-pleaseee, jollywell dream-on.You think you have been back t your cinasss friend , is great ?o pleaseee. You think they appreciates you ?Esp that XinYu ? hahahahhahahahhahaahhahahahahahhahahahhahahahahahahah.F, you better watch your mouth. Yes, you can talk your ass out behind me.But don't think you can easily off, F!Now, its revealed that i wasnt so niceee girl yea ?and now, yknow my negative behaviour yea ?READ,atleast by right now, you already know my positive and negative point of myself.Rather than her, showing you all her positive attitude like those prositute who show only positive attitude t mans because t get F and $ in hand.Its just the same goes t her, who acting infront of a guy because t have a great number of guyfriends and so that you can easily flirt after one another w/o those guy noticing youre bitching them off!

YOU'RE JUST THE SAME LIKE THOSE PROSITUTE.& yknow what, i wasnt be hesistating t confrooont you.You can call him t help you and seeking for sympathy, but who cares.You can call and complain dearly t him, who cares!You think im helpless w him helping you, ohplease.Youre stating th wrong person! "

what the hell are you talking ah?

see whos the one bitching and stuffs now?

please lah.

grow up lah.

please ah , seriously ah.

GROW UP!

2009-03-09T23:15:00.000-07:00

i cant stand it any longer.

im just wondering what people see in you that makes them like you or even love. urgh!

if i were to say that you're good, oh please. i've got other words to describe you.

you're just a pretender.

even those who dont know you deep in also realised that you're a pretender.

you're so pretentious.

please ah, change.

my handphone incident.

dammit lah.

at first i didnt expect that you're the one.

i didnt even thought of you when i just realised that i was missing.

your name, your looks didnt even appear in my mind.

but your actions left my curiousity worser.

seriously lah, i didnt know that you're someone bad.

someone whos so decent-looking, someone who got the eyes of a very supersticious guy.

maybe your friends who are mine too woulnt have noticed and know the real you, but i hope they will one day.

and i know you've been talking and bad-mouthing me all these while.

im not taking it seriously.

because i know, they're many other friends out there who are better than them.

friends are hating me, ignoring me, avoiding from me.

i dont care.

2009-03-09T19:42:00.000-07:00

Havent been blogging for like days.
Been busy with school.

OPEL WEEK (:

No studies for a week.

FUNFUNFUN!

Given a title ' Uniquely Outram '.

Wth right?

Have to create a blog , not using blogspot.com but using the school website.

and its really sucky lahhh.

seriously.

haiz.

Chucky and Ulaaaat just went for National Service this morning.

Gonna miss them siaa.

Especially Chucky. ): ): ):

Heheh.

Farhan is dissappearing.

What seh.

Two more days to Sec three Camp (:

Four More days to Gabriel Tok Whye Ching's ComeBack! <3

Five more days to Sarawak (:

Cant wait , cant wait :D

2009-03-08T06:32:00.000-07:00

boring day , like usual ]:

woke up early to go for religious class.
and it was damn freaking boring!
i didnt had my books yet.
forgot to ask my teacher for them.
haiz.
then i was like rotting there for like two hours.
haiyaaaa.
then i saw haziq.
hahahhaha[:
haziq came late for class.
hahahhaa[:
saw irman and his twin, irshan.
super cute people.
talked to them during recess:D
wow!
[:
at twelve forty-five, the bell finally rang.
WOOSH!
home sweet home[:

when i reached home, talked to xinyu(gf) on the phone for awhile and went out with mummy and brother.
and then met faizul outside.
talked to him. and was being left by mummy.
was like toot. hahah.
then went to shop for camp stuffs(:
planned to buy camp stuffs, but in the end, i bought outing clothes.
hahaha!
:D

okay, pissed.

farhan replied me late.

darwis is treating me like a toy.

erwin is angry at me for ignoring him.

fai is mad at me for asking him to get lost and not disturb me.

okay whatever.

i dont care.

haiyo!

i hate guys who frown easily.

hahaha[:

ilovefarhan.

iloveerwin.

the rest, getlost[:

i wanna meet farhan.

again[:

he's super funny lah.

im so comfortable when im with him:D

loves.

2009-03-06T02:12:00.000-08:00

went to ngeeann poly just now for the National Youth Business Challenge Competition talk and briefing.
this NYBCC thingy is all about producing something attractive and selling it out.
it tests our business skills and the way we interacts with others.
it was kinda fun but a lil' boring.
was like asked to seat in the theatre for like an hour and forced to listen to the talk.
then went for lunch and then went back into the theatre to like listen to the briefing.
it was like damn boring, seriously.
then we were told to go and talk personally with our mentors in the classroom.

Mentors: Hidayah and Kai Jun (:

they are real funny humans:D

then went to Sengkang, Compass Point to check out on our places where we will be like selling our stuffs.

we will be like competiting with twenty other schools.

superb[:

there are two days for the competition.

and mine will be on the 22march, sunday (:

do come down and support yeah?

its from 11am till 6pm.

( but i gotta stay there till 10.30pm )

ggrr. stupids. haiz.

selling doll stuffs.

GUYS! its useful. please.

its not those kiddykiddy kind of things.

its something else.

if you wanna know, do come down yeah?

thank you(:

hehe.

after all those stuffs ended, i met this pig. ahno. FARHAN.

and it was like, finally uhs[:

hahahahaha:D

he's damn bitchy siaa.

super funny and irritating.

really. really. really. :D

and he dragged my tuition time man.

a serious ass.

oha'ah farhan , missing your jokes already (:

i had fun :D

okay best.

see you again, soon :D

loveloves:D

I LOVE HIM :D

2009-03-04T19:49:00.000-08:00

today [ 5th March ]
im in the lab now.
doing OPEL project work.
and its freaking boring.
went to a few classes just now for a survey.
1/6 , 1/4 , 3/4 , 3/6 and 1/1 .
supposed to go to afew other classes , but couldnt.
shortage of time . haiyo .
syahirah is abit cranky today.
rosmiati is a little moody,
zulayha is forever freaky.
samuel is the best.
the only guy in our group. hahahha[:

this opel project work is boring. my group was given the title of " Uniquely Outram "
its a little stupid lah.
what the hell. i dont see anything special in outram sec seh.
okay no. outram's my school.
okay. outram is great. there's a swimming pool.
okay whatever.
agggr!

syahirah here(with li hiang KPO!>> i hate xavier):
yaya...cranky!
very BORED!
tak leh tahan siol!
wish it wasn't so BORING or STRESSING!!!
pPl ShOuld St0P sHowiNg Their ATTITUDE and...
OH COME ON!!!
LETS PARTY!!!! WOHHOO!!!
(very random!!!!)jus kiddin' and crapin'....AND DYIN...

kaes....i'll stop crapping and pass back to ZUL!!!!.!.:}
(p.s.LIHIANG is gONe!!!)

I LOVE ASYIQIN'S ASS!RAWR CUPCAKE! -ZULAYHASHARIN

& IT WILL CONTINUE....

2009-03-02T05:18:00.000-08:00

today was fine.
everything went okaaaay.
didnt got that upset. except for the period when i was being out from my group of friends.
we were like supposed to pick out members for our OPEL group.
at first , ros confirmed that i was going to be in the same group as her together with syahirah and zulayha.
but then just now during break time, syahirah asked me to not get upset cause she had confirmed that shes gonna replace me with samuel.
it tells me that a guy is much more important than me.
i've got no idea what shes up to.
then she told me to join huini's group with emphasizing that huini's my bestfriend.
aggrrr.
i dont care.
then vimalan asked me to join his group since i've got no group.
when i was about to join, syahirah said that im already in her group.
AGGGR!
im confused.
i dont know larh.
then i went back home with saeed.
i told him about it. he was some kind of freaked out.
he told me to go on with vimalan's group and dont care about the rest.
i dont know laaaaaahh.

friends are irritating me with their different kinds of attitudes man.

haiz.
i hate it. seriously.

i love erwin [:

ahh. puhhlease. stop it [:

i love huini [:

cousin's engagement[:

2009-03-01T03:10:00.000-08:00

today was fine. eh no. great perhaps.

cousin got engaged. [:
haahhah. lol.
told to wake up at eight to help out.
but i overslept.
was like enjoying my dream when my mom slapped me and told me to wake up.
aggr. destroy uhs.
kay nevermind.
then had a long shower. then got myself ready.
and off i went to my cousin's place.
my cousins were like all wearing the same type of clothes as me.
unpredictable. hahha[:
had some prayers stuffs and then went straight to sengkang.
the bus trip was like so fast. serious.
just felt as if it was near.
hahaha.
reached the place at one plus.
went over to my cousin's fiancee's house and had some prayers thingy again.
then went to gobble up some food.
went back to my cousin's place at four.

i miss someone[:

really.

i hope he has the same feelings too.

schooling tomorrow.

hopefully it will turn out okay.

i dont expect to have a great day in school.

cause it will never happen, furthermore theres no band.

its just gonna turn out boring.

hopefully i wont get upset again with my friend's actions towards me.

and yes, my malay literature's teacher also.

haiz.

and girl , i dont expect much from you.

i just dont want you to spread rumours about me/tell false informations about me.

im so sick of it.

and i hope that you're sick and tired of doing it too.

and please, i dont need your sympathy.

no malay friends in school is alright to me.

i've still got many other friends to talk and laugh with.

and about the canteen thingy, please uhs.

be realistic. doesnt mean i never hang out with you guys im anti-social okay.

whats the point of hanging out with those who do not want to talk to me.

aggr.

just because of a guy, you're doing all these?

thats so lame.

just stop it larh.

thank you[:

gotta go and finish up my edublog(school's blog).

toodles lovelies[:

2009-02-28T03:16:00.000-08:00

today was boring.

woke up early to rush to school for band even when im sick.
haiya[:
band was great.
played throughout the whole of three hours, or four?
i dont know. hahah.
but it was fun.
then azman, haha. funny guy.
kept smiling at me and giving me those typical looks.
haha. damn funny[:
i kept on disturbing him about his I/C photo.
he looked damn retarded uh.
sorry uh azman, if you were to read this.
but seriously, i couldnt believe that its you.
with your weird hair style and those roundyroundy spectacles of yours.
HAHHAHAHAH!
and the baby photo, damn cute[:
ohhahhh, amelia and huini even ransacked his bag. then found his wallet.
we were like passing his wallet around.
huini opened it and found a love letter[:
but too bad, he noticed it when we were about to read it.
dammits.
hahahhaha:D
damn funny larrh.
wooyeaahh, mdm teo's gonna organise a band pit during the june hols.
cant wait for it man(:
but still a long way to go.
SYF's coming, really near.
GOSH!
pressure man]:
haiyaa.
I LOVE HUINI![:

tuition was boring.
i dont even understand a single thing.
my tuitor's like teaching me graphs.
and its seriously irritating.
i always draw all kinds of graphs but not the right one.
damn frustrating.

then asyraf and fee fetched me home from tuition.
we were like hearing loud crashing musics in the car.
hahahha;D
funfunfun(:

uoyssimi(:

huini sweetheart/baby.

vimalan darling.

farhan honey.

xinyu deary.

amir hussy.

erwin bearbear.

apitSTAR bacin.

thats all:D

going sengkang tomorrow.

for my cousin's engagement thingy.

haiya.

woo ahh.

and going sengkang again next friday.

for my business competition thingy.

weehee[:

cant wait.

2009-02-27T04:56:00.000-08:00

School was bad today. A little boring.
Cause i've got three periods of slacking.
During malay period and P.E[:
i was all the way with my sweetheart, huini [:
i love her, like so much uhs[:
really:D
hahahahha.
school was bad.
friends humilated me.
teacher embarrassed me. i dont know whats his problem.
was doing the test when he suddenly scolded me.
and scolded and scolded. infront of everyone.
i was pissed.
i didnt do anything. but just showed my attitude.
it was like totally off the limit larh.
he disturbed me like for more than three times.
obviously i'll feel frustrated.
haiyo. damn stupid larh. tsk.
then after school, again a big problem.
group of friends saw me, and ignored.
whatthehell.
like as if im invicible.
even those who i've trusted for like so long did the same.
i dont know whats their freaking problem.
but okay nevermind.
i still have my bunch of chinese long lasting friends around.
even though you guys are gone or what so ever, my chinese friends are still there.
i swear i trust them more than you.
so get a life uh please.
stop rumouring about me uhs.
it wont get you anywhere, seriously.
and who do you think you are to judge me here and there?
you think you're so good huh?
those who think you're so good are ' haiz '.
i dont know what to say.
they just see your good sight.
they have not seen your bad sight yet.
and i know what you're up to okay.
eventhough you've got lotsa friends, you think i care?
please, i dont give a damn.
seriously.
once again, GET A LIFE!
im so sure that the people who think you're so decent will get to know the real you one day.

BAND:D
was superb. everybody were like there.
no absentees, i guess. hahaha.
superb.
i think it was because of felly's birthday.aahhahaa[:
the day wasnt tiring at all.
band brightened my day. and the people there were the reasons of me smiling.
:D
I LOVE BAND[:

2009-02-25T19:41:00.000-08:00

25Feb'09(:

Band was unusual.
Was like hell.
The day was boring, like usual except the time when Gina took charge of the clarinetists in the store room.
At least we were taken care of then us practising ourselves.
Band went on okay after that.
But when we were about to be dismissed, PHEEEWW, it was HORRIBLE!
plainly horrible.
humans shouting here and there.
asking us to be respectful towards the leaders.
okay wait, FIRSTLY, how do you expect us to respect you (the leaders) when you talk to us with such a horrible tone?

you shout at us instead of asking us gently.
SECONDLY, you want us to be well-disciplined during band. but in the first place, are you well-disciplined yourself?

THIRDLY, we cant use handphones during band. i agree. but if theres any emergency, what do you expect us to do? reject the important call and continue practicing?
dont you think thats stupid?

FOURTHLY, you want us to really practice during sectionals. the clarinetists really did. we tried our best to fulfil the hopes of mr refat's. which was to get the right notes and rhythm. we got it. now we're trying our best to not squeak. can you like give us time? its hard and we're trying.

LASTLY, we will only respect you if you were to respect us for what we are.
we are also part of the band. we dont deserve shoutings instead of normal talking tone in a conversation.
thanks(:

26Feb'09.

Sickening day.
The maths test was hard. Damn hard.
REALLY.
Gonna have Literature's test later.
Hopefully its easy.
My Bitch(Daniel Boon) is cute!
:D

Andand, im going to Fuchun Sec later to pass Mr Refat the band concert money.
WOOOO!
can see them(:
Love it:D
YEESSSSS!

I LOVE HUINI!

and Vimalan, i will dance with you later okays?

and i love you more than Huini!

Only for TODAY:D

blush.

2009-02-23T18:40:00.000-08:00

YAY!
reset my phone yesterday.
wooooooo~!
now can message more often already.
:D:D:D:D

That guy, he's awesome.
He's cute, he's funny, he's great!
When are you ever gonna come to Outram Sec again?
Huini misses you.
but i miss you more.
:D
we'll go out together one day.
maybe after my CA2 tests end.
this week.
yeah.
maybe with other band members from your band and mine too :D
AWESOME:D
can't wait , can't wait.
WINKS:D

Wooo:D
there's band tomorrow.
ohmygod. instructor wont be coming. dammits.
it will turn out to be very boring.
boring day, like usual. haiya!
must practice on Overture No. 1 !
GGGGRRRRRSSS!
and teach the sec ones. fck.
okay stop it.
the Bio test just now was tuff.
tuff because i didnt study.
common.

I LOVE HUINI AND VIMALAN AND HIM:D

2009-02-22T19:50:00.000-08:00

im freaking out now.
he didnt pick up my call this morning.
maybe he's sleeping.
or maybe he's stucked up by me.
im sorry , im sorry , im sorry.
again, im sorry.
i miss talking to him.
i want him.
cans?
ahshit. this is not a confession.
this is what i seriously want.
ahfck.
shits.

FARHAN!

andand, hanafi is weird.
hanafi is funny. hanafi is cute.
hanafi owes me a big time.
hahahhaa.
see you soon ey hanafi.
meet up ayee?
:D:D:D:D

im rotting here in school.

SERIOUSLY!

2009-02-21T21:17:00.000-08:00

i feel so stupid.
im stupid for putting hopes on you.
if i didnt contact you the previous time, things like these wont happen.
i didnt mean to do all these.
firstly i lied. secondly i ignored you, thirdly im dissappearing.
i just have to do this.
im getting busier and busier with school.
everything's being brought up, and im freaking out down here.
and dearest, we've only known each other for a month plus, and theres still a long way to go.
theres still lots of things you havent get to know about me.
theres still long way to go.
and i've told myself to concentrate on my studies for now and do well in Olevels next year.
maybe you think that im trying to push myself too early, but no.
im not doing well in school now, and i've gotta push myself from now onwards to strive for the better.
i hope you understand.
( :
but knowing you is really special.
i'll try to be always there for you, farhan.
<3

Happy Nineteenth Birthday Rezal Ahmad Hisham :D
See you tomorrow eyk Sial !

Band Concert ;D

2009-02-20T02:50:00.000-08:00

Band Concert Pictures Up Bby :D

they're the best , i swear ! <3

mine.

my macam paham-ers:D

bestbestbestfriends.

jason's really good at this:D

We're not sisters!

Band was totally sucky today.

suck like hell.

and please eh girl , stop giving me those kinds of faces eh.

its okay if you dont wanna talk to me, but please uh, get your bloody look off me.

you only look for me when you need something.

who the hell do you think you are? - keep spreading rumours about me.

im not a slut.

you're not virgin anymore and i am, still.

so you're the slut. not me!

freak!

2009-02-10T05:57:00.000-08:00

Photos we snapped in the guy's toilet at Singapore Conference Hall:D
He's my lover/my everything.
We're forever retarded.
This guy is mine(:

Beautiful Liars(:

Joel has got pretty wooo(:

Im always happy when im with them(:

RANDOM:D

BESTOFFS:D

Just feeling down.

Where is he? Where is he?

Agggrrr.

Worried.

Sians~

Valentine's Day's coming~!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Loveloves:D

all about today ( :

2009-02-09T18:43:00.000-08:00

today is just like the other days.
nothing special one.
hahahhaha:D
now im in school's computer lab two.
having english lesson.
we're doing something abit different today and for the following other lessons.
we're gonna blog for english.
okay its abit weird(: but aiyaa.
i dont know larhs.
hahahahhah (:

my class is super noisy. and im starting to get irritated.
i feel like smacking philip's face.
so noisy.
haiyoo!
boringboringboring!
zulayha is posing beside me.
rosmiati is emo-ing.
syahirah is sick and since just now, she has been keeping quiet.
):
nobody entertain me ley, except zulayha( the kecoh ass )
hahahahha:D

yay!
gonna go for group study with syahirah and rosmiati later.
and maybe with syuk also, my friend, whos volunteering to teach me maths.
hahahahha!
cooooool~
cant wait for it.
WEEEEEEEE~!
kkay, mrs steffen coming.
gotta log off.
byebye!
:D
love you honeys:D

eighth feb ( :

2009-02-08T15:56:00.000-08:00

yesterday was simply tiring.
left home at 1045 and went to catch up with my friendsat tiong bahru for breakfast.
Hoho.
surprisingly Mdm teo was there too.
first timefirst time. hahahhaha.
eat, laugh, eat laugh and talked about boobs.
awww, wth.
Richie started it all first.
he was like eating this thingy, round and green in colour and its filled with coconut inside.
he was like squeezing it and boooshh.
the coconut came out. then he told me,
" Asyiqin, guess what its like? "
and i was like " WHAT? "
he said , " like boobyboobboob ".
everybody was like fck you uh. hahahhaha :D
funny people!
hahahha.

then went back to school and start sectional practice.

it was way off terrible.

i just couldnt think of ways to teach my juniors.

amelia also. haiyaa.

luckily Gina came to our rescue.

she came and volunteered to help.

so i ran away and went to teach Khairul ( Sec One junior ).

and khairul's the only guy among all seven girls in the clarinet section.

pheeeewww~

hahahahhahaha:D

practiced,practiced,practiced.

then its time to get going.

we all packed out stuffs and headed to Singapore Conference Hall.

we had our SYF rehearsal there.

and it was terribly great?

hahhahaha:D

Mr Refat was like running to the audience seats to balance up our volume, and running back to the conductor's area to conduct and running back to the audience seats.

wow.

hahahah.

and he was like shouting and screaming.

the One HOUR in the conference hall was so damn precious.

1 hour - $ 700 !

how precious can it be?

got nagged and nagged.

blablabla~

then phew.

its over.

back to schoooooool ( :

2009-02-07T05:00:00.000-08:00

dissapointment;
i treat you like an angel among all my friends.
i trust you to keep my secrets off the other humans.
i told you my inner feelings about stuffs i wasnt happy with.
and is this what im supposed to get back?
you told my secrets out.
you broke my trust.
you spread rumours to the crowd.
what do you think im feeling now?
being hatred in school is enough.
but what about outside school?
have you ever thought about that~?
* news spread fast.
you're just a hypocrite.
i dont want to say this, but i have to.
you're just like all the other untrustable friends outside.
you're just like them.
JUST LIKE THEM.
im never gonna tell you any of my craps anymore, nomore.
i just wont trust you.
i've had enough.
you mix with those who hate me, then go on spreading rumours.
i wont give a bloody damn.
what i know, i dont do such things.
i dislike you.

2009-02-07T04:36:00.000-08:00

my sugarbabe. three years&still counting.

2009-02-07T04:06:00.000-08:00

bandbandband.
band was awesome today.
told to report at 8am and i was like 1/2hour earlier.
and it was my first time this year coming for band early.
HOHO!
hahahhahah:D
kay shithead ( farhan's word )
hahahahhaha:D
band was till twelve plus.
firstly was sectional practice.
amelia,me,atiqah,puspa,vaithies and fionna ( best )
when we practiced ourselves, we could play the song piece through.
but when we were like right in front of Mr Refat ( instructor ) , the sound got stucked in the clarinet. and it was damn sucky.
always got nagged by Mr Refat.
and whenever he nags, i swear it wont be a pleasant day.
He will scold and swear and all the unpleasant names will come out.
but overall, hes fun!
he's superduper cute.
whenever he laughs, his eyes will get smaller and smaller and his cheeks will like go bigger ( idk how to explain ).
huhu.
hes super funny too.
his jokes uh, very funny.
but he loves to exagerate.
and thats the most stinky part.
omg.
hahhahahahha.
then finally, TWELVE!
go home time.
we were told to not keep the intruments and just leave them in the store room.
cause we'll be going to Singapore Conference Hall tomorrow ( 08/02 ) for SYF Rehearsal.
:D yeaaahhh , beeessssst ( : huhu!

then i went back home straight with Atiqah.
then got myself changed and went straight for tuition at Jurong.
yeaaahhhs:D
studiedstudied&studied. PHEW. tuition finally ended.
BESSSTTT:D
hoho!

kay lurh. im out of words. bored.
gotta start on my Malay Literature's homework now.
BYE honeys:D

2009-02-06T03:17:00.001-08:00

AND!
i cant wait for the upcoming band concert!
wooooo:D
its on Valentine's Day.
heeehee!
Fuchun Secondary Band's Concert.
Outram Band as the guest band.
Kay what the heck.
Hhahahaha.
i swear its gonna bore me to death.
the songs Outram's gonna play are like super freaking boring.
serious shit!
haiyaaaakkkk.

Be my Valentine?
Freaks. hahhahaha.
idiotic question.
randoms.
know what;
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
i miss gabriel.
I MISS GABRIEL TOK WHYE CHING):
a month more to wait till hes come-back.
ggrrr!

2009-02-06T03:03:00.000-08:00

woooooo.
havent been updating this thingy for like months!
wow.
bestbestbest.
now its like boring.
im like so lazy to get into here, and update it.
gaaaaahhhhs!

okay, today was kinda fun.
school ended at 1230pm.
short day.
heeeehee!
funbest:D
then went for band practice.
wow. its like boring. got myself early for band, and then found out that theres no key to the store where all the instruments are kept.
stupid right.
then must waitwait&wait. like wth uh.
the sec ones are like super damn cute.
funnyfunny reactions:D
especially Jeremy, Anthony and Khairul.
irritants. hahhahaha!

Woooyeaaaahh!
FINALLY! theres a guy in the clarinet section.
one guy, seven girls = POWERFUL (:
hoho!

loves: Amelia,Atiqah,Puspa,Vaithies,Fionna,Khairul&Jade('09)

ahhyarrhh, i miss Erwin!
really, i really miss him.
my roundroundteddybear:D
he freakingfucking cute.
hahahahha.
and of course, i miss this idiot of mine.
someone super good- being sarcastic.
someone very lazy- i swear its true.
farrhaaaaaannnnnnnnnn~
superb uhs.
he was the cause of the lost huge eyebags stucked beneath my eyes.
eventhough he made me like wait for like an hour before he calls, its still worth it.
[; serious.
planned to meet today, then last minute, dont know what happened.
hes fault lurh. stucked at his work place.
wahlaowei.
he owes me big time!
haha. kay crap.
im bored.
kay fck.
im hungry.
kay im off.

wait,

Happy 19th Birthday Dearest Firdaus ( :
Bfsfvr( :

kay bye!

2008-12-08T23:39:00.000-08:00

Didnt blog for like so many days already . Dammits .
The lazyness of blogging is appearing . Shits . AHHHHH !
Today's boring , like usual .
Woke up late , ate and slept again . Then woke up , and did afew housechores and then straight to the lappy . Goshh .
Damn bored . Not going out . Ggggrr .
Im sick , sick due to the weather in Malaysia .
Played in the rain on Sunday , when i was in Malaysia .
Hahha , fun but suffering .
Feverfeverfever . Ohgod ! ) :
Now :
Downloading videos , and songs and editing pictures .
Common stuffs .
Haiyooo .
And yaa , imisschyexinyu & iskandarbinidris ) :

2008-11-30T17:46:00.001-08:00

just came back from holidays , tired .

holiday was fun . shopped like a mad cow . ( :

going on a holiday again , on saturday till next monday . :D

bestbest . and yaa , next monday's my class chalet .

dont know whether im going for it or not .

i'll go if theres time , kaykay chaojun ? (( :

heeehhhhs .

i miss sayang , chiko !

meeting you tomorrow .

i hope that everything will go on smoothly .

and im very sorry about those friendster stuffs and all .

im not what you think i am .

okay .

im very sorry huns . ) :

2008-11-23T21:13:00.000-08:00

wow . didnt blog for like more than four days .
stups uhs . hahahahha .
last thursday till saturday ; band camp ! (:
the camp was super greeeaat .
first day :
reported in school at twelve . then put stuffs into the bunks and headed straight to the mbox to practice , till nine plus . ( ; it was damndamn fun . practiced the band SYF setpiece till crazy .
went for one hour plus of sectional prac under the hotheat sun .
i've got alotalotALOT of mosquito bites ! and it was superly sucky .
i hate it . i've been like scratching my legs and hands till now . dammit . hahah . then went for dinner , then games time , then sleep ( 12plus ) .
second day :
woke up at 5plus . told to report at 615 .
went to the toilet . washed my face .
wash up a lil bit . then off to the mac table at the 3rd floor .
fall in , did marchings , and all the marching ke kiri and ke kanan .
all the commands .
omg , damn fun .
wanjing kept shouting at me " 90 degrees up asyiqin ! " .
hahahhahahahah ! [: then went for breakfast .
and straight to the mbox . prac till eleven plus .
then went for lunch . this was so fun !
while we're eating , the spoon broke . and almost everyones' broke . was damn fuunnnnnyyy ! hahahhahaha ( ;
and yeah , then back to the mbox . practiced till eight . then was time for games .
this is the most fun part .
played afew lame games in the band room , while waiting for the rain to stop .
then carried on with a nightwalk . and i cried !
it was like damn not scary . but i cried because i was shocked when people boo me from the back and the side ! and i saw something , damn weird ! and that made me feel the fear and not talk till we got back to the bunk .
damn freaking hell out !
slept every early . at two .
damn tired and nobody called me , so yeah . slept early .
but the next day , i was super late ! ) :
rushed out of the blanket .
went to the toilet , washed my face and off i went . hahhah .
fall in , march and march . i accidentally bumped my head up and down a few times cause i was like so sleepy . felly , band mistress saw it happening and she just rolled her eyes . then finally , breakfast time !
ate like hell . then went for prac in the school hall , then HOME SWEET HOME ;D

I MISS ISKANDAR BIN IDRIS ! ) :

2008-11-18T18:49:00.000-08:00

2008-11-16T18:37:00.000-08:00

elfie gave me free starbucks caramel yesterday ;D

he made it on his own , and it was superb (:

he added extra caramel , yummy !

today's like the other days . boringboringboring !

gonna go out later , meet up my peeps for awhile and then meet up my mom .

gonna go buy clothes !

for tomorrow's band practise at fuchun sec . (;

weeeeheeeee .

im sooo looking forward to tomorrow .

can see those people agaaaaainn ! huhu .

fuchunfuchunfuchun !

their school is real big . i mean , bigger than outram . but i just wonder why mr refat talk as if like their school's so small . dammit .

hahahahahha , and the school's so big till i got lost . when looking for the damn toilet . hahaha . okayokay . urm , im bored !

ohhyarh ,

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY SYG !

& iloveeeyoooouuu !

CHIKO <3

I MISS YOU HAIRYHEAD ;D

im bored .

supersuper bored !

i want elfie's caramel ;D

for free , again !

airportairport:D

2008-11-12T16:14:00.000-08:00

Changi Airport :D

went to Changi Airport yesterday .

to send my aunty and uncle off . they're going ' haji ' . (:

woke up at 530am . cause we were told to go over to my uncle's place at seven for some gathering and reading of the prayers . left home at 630am . and reached my uncle's place at 715 , at chaichee .

thinking that we're late , like usual , but surprisingly we're not .

we're like even the first family to reach there .

how amazing:D

andand yarh , when we hit the door bell , my uncle was like still half naked , just woke up . omg . hahaha :D

then i went straight to the bouncy and fluffy stool , and sat . made it like as if im at home . hahahahhahaha ! was damn boring . but all the boringness went away when i played my brother's psp and my cousin's xbox . hahahha . played the monopoly game . and it made me crazy . i dont even understand how the game goes on the xbox . its totally different than playing it in reality . what " auction " ? whatthehell ? haiyo . and the stupid thing is that , whenever i buy the place already , i cant sell it away . damn stups uh . hahahaha . then watched tv and ate . then finally my cousins came . then started reading prayers . ahh ! then off to the airport .

and hor , we were super duper early !

the flight was at twelve , and we reached there at nine . dooooobbs !

rot there , stand all the way and stared at people .

many cute guys uh . (:

siao ! attachedattached~

gaaaahhhs . my cousin was like so crazy when she saw this guy in blue , damn cute damn cute . hahahah . and im crazy over this hot and cute singapore soccer player . the talltall one . i just dont know how to spell out his name ! i screamed when i saw him . damn cute ~[=

then went to buy caramel from starbucks , and it tasted like coffee . haiyoh . not nice , but nevermind . (:

ahyarh , aqillah and i went to the toilet several times and we took shots :D

shes pretty rightright ? (:

my cousin , aqillah :D

band:

after back from the airport , changed and went straight for band :D

coolcool . i dont want miss band , thats why:D

loveloves:D

2008-11-09T16:06:00.000-08:00

absolutelycreamyicecream , ilooovvvvveeeee (:

ate this icecream yesterday . its so yummy larhs .

i dont know whats the icecream's name , but its really nice .

the cream , gaaaahhhs !

and the lil' strawberry at the top , ohmygod .

superyummyyumyum ;D

really , no joke .

time for a short grandmother story ;

yesterday was boring like usual . slacked and rot at home . mom asked me to do this , do that . haiyoh . then went to my cousin's place for a family gathering . but it was bored luh . my favourite cousins were all not there . its only me , the only teenager whos a girl there . and i was damndamn bored . what i did was that i got into my cousin's room and played his computer ; hear songs and chat online and surf friendster .

thats all . hahaha (:

i chat with my friendfriend , gabriel and andy and irfan and lydia and veron .

gabriel and andy were the irritants .

damndamn irritating .

serious .

veron asked me out . asked me to follow her to the friend's chalet next week . damn . i've got band . gaaahhhs .

i wanna go for her friend's chalet (:

at night ;

the only thing i did was watch tv , played psp and chat .

common stuffs .

i went straight to bed .

tomorrow ;

gotta wake alan and andy up at ten ; go for checkup !

hahahaahhahhaha ;D

gotta accompany gabriel and his clique to vivo . but i cant , got band .

buy clothes for gabriel , since he's gonna leave soon .

17th November .

and back on 17th march 09 .

gonna miss you damn alot .

reallyreally //

Brother's Birthday :D

2008-11-08T00:49:00.000-08:00

Didnt do much yesterday .

Only went for band and went straight home . Left band at 3 plus .

Actually band ended at four plus .

But since Xinyu's leaving earlier , so i gave an excuse and left with Xinyu .

We took our own sweet time and walked to the MRT station .

Hahahhahahahahahahahaha :D

We storied all the while and gossiped about many people .

Especially our school mates .

* Xinyu , you should know who *

Hahahahahaha !

And yarh , band was kinda boring yesterday .

We played ' Jubilance ' for about four times only and slacked for the rest of the time till lunch break , 12pm .

We had sectionals in between . And not everyone were busy practising . Some were like chit-chatting , laughing and giggling .

So irritating . ]=

Haiyoooohhhh .

My dearest girlfriend , Chye Xinyu , was busy cleaning up her percussion drawers . That was the first time i saw her doing something without giving up .

She was like " wtf is this " all the way lurh . Hahah .

Her reactions were like super funny when she saw old dirty stuffs in the drawer . HAHAHHAHAH !

Me , over there cleaning up the library of scores which is just above her drawers , laughing my lungs out .

She was kinda like and ' ahmaaaaa ' .

Hhahahaha !

Actually i wanted to say it out , but i didnt .

I was afraid that she might boost out her anger at me , cause she was like so tired already lurh . Hhaahahah .

Cleaning up the library was one of the irritating part . The other irritating part was when my friend , Zulayha , came to me and acted lessy to me .

Whaaaat-the-hell larh .

Omg . Shes so lessy ! (: Haiyo !

Its kinda suffering being in the band with lessies in there .
Haha .

* Sorry Zulayha . * (: Winks .

But i still love you . Teehee . ;D

Gaaaahhhhhhsss ~

Then Deqing suddenly came and said that sectionals was over . And we're asked to get out of the store room and get into the band room and have combine prac .

I was like , wtf !

Im like busy clearing up my library and you coming in easily and asking me to leave it . And some of the scores flew here and there .

Was damn ~ Ggggrrrrrhhs ~!

But nevermind .

In the end , my darling Hui Ni came and became my heroine .

She helped me clear up and yeahhhs .

Hhahahahhaa .

Love you babe !

Then carried on with band .

Then went for lunch at 12 till 130 .

Deqing dared us to do something and promised to ' blanja ' us for lunch .

But she didnt .

She was kinda short of money .

And so she said that she'll blanja us on wednesday .

Hahahhahahahha :D

Waiting okay . Huhu .

When we came back into the band room , we played our instruments for awhile and then went to do drills .

And it was damn fun and funny . Hahhahahah !

Me , Daniel Thay and Sindhu didnt fall in .

It was our duty for the day to clean up the band room .

And it was fun !

Daniel Thay and I took and the broom and the dust pan .

We swipped the floor together .

And daniel was like hahhchhhuuuuu-ing all the way .

* Very dusty * .

Hahhahaha .

then went to cleared the bin and washed our hands .

Since there was only one toilet there , the nearest one , a boys' toilet , we just went in . Hhaha .

Of course Daniel didnt feel anything , but Sindhu and I was like , OMG .

The toilet was kinda stinky , and the most disgusting thing was the SOAP !

I made use of it , and after washing my hands , i smelled my hands and i was like ~~~ .

STINKS !

Smells like urine !

): Gaaaahhhhs !

Okay done , bye . (:

2008-11-05T20:02:00.000-08:00

Chiko ♥

One And Only .

All i want is the love that you've never provide other girls with .

I LOVE YOU [=

You're the bestest gift from God .

Every moment with you is like the biggest present .

SeventeenthOctober2008(:

Everyone pout , i also want ah . (:

Simply yours , darling (:

Lovelove . ;D

2008-11-05T16:09:00.000-08:00

There's band yesterday . And i went for it till twelve (:
Great huh ? Hahahhahahahahahahha .
Wasnt that boring . Because normally the boringness is felt during band after lunch break . Huhu . Im lucky enough to get out of the trap . Horhor ? (: Teeheeeeee . At twelve , when my mates were going for lunch break , i went straight to BP . (:
Meet boyfriend oooii . [=
Weeeheeeeee .
Said to meet at one , but ended up at one plus .
Daaaaamnns .
I hate latecomers stups ~
but nevermind . hoho .
Went to his place and slacked .
Watched teeeeeveeee , rolled and stuffs .
Wasnt boring , but fuuuunnn ~

I LOVE EVERY MOMENT WITH HIMMMM :D

I LOVE YOU CHIKO DARLING (:

* Seventeenth October 08 * <3

Then at four , his friend came over . Asked him to slack at the void-deck .
And he was on with the kinda offer . Hahhahaha .
He brought me along . It was super fun .
One of his friends had the same name as me , same spelling !
Woah , cooooool :D
Chiko , Me , Asyiqin , Amirul . Yeah , only the four of us .
hahahhaha .
Chiko's friends ; Asyiqin and Amirul are real crazy and funny people .
They pushed and pull are the way through .
Couldnt sit still . It will be either Asyiqin starting the mess first or Amirul .
Cant see each other keeping quiet . Surely disturb . Hahahhaha !
Me and Chiko over there , laughing like hell - see their actions .
I swear i love hanging out with them . (:
Winks .
Andand , i love this part .
Chiko kissed me , aahhhh , COMMON .
What Asyiqin and Amirul did was , copied what Chiko did to me , sarcasticly .
They're not even couples .
Asyiqin did that a few times to Amirul , but was rejected .
Amirul felt disgusted , i guess .
Ahhhh , disgusted in a sense that hes not used to it or something .
Funny larh they all .
I laughed till i got a very bad headache .
Dammit larhs .
Then i went back at five plus .
Stonned in the train , while my head spinned like hell .
Felt like vomiting and so it happened at Commonwealth MRT .
I ran to the toilet and BOOOSSSHHH ~
Everything came out .
Gaaahhhs .
Okay , dusgusting .
Stop it . (:
And then at night ;
Was like vomiting and vomiting . Kept going in and out of the toilet . Haha . Then at nine , i went straight onto my bed . And knocked out at nine plus . Didnt reply to his messages . Sorry darling . (:
Heehs . Then was awoke at two plus , in the morning .
Messaged him and went to watch tv with my brother . Hahhahaha .
Laughedlaughedlaughed till i knocked out for the second time .
And so now , wake up already .
Kinda bored . Darling hasnt wake up yet . ):
What i can only do now is to stare blindly at the lappy . Online in MSN , but gggrrrr .
Only nineteen people are online . Haiyoooo .

I want my DARLINGBOO <3>

nownownow !

Okay , its impossible .

We stay very far apart ):

Haiyaaahhhs .

I wanna go out larhs ! (:

So bored at home .

And yarhs !

There's band tomorrow . And oppps .

Tomorrows my younger brother's birthday ~

Gonna get him a psp . (:

Winks . :D

winks ;D

2008-11-03T18:41:00.000-08:00

Today's just like the other days . Bored like hell . But nevermind . At least i had something to do today . I have to clean up my room and get changed by four . Gonna celebrate my bestfriends' birthday party . (: - So so fun !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELFIE ~

My Bestest Friend Ever ~

Sudah eighteen larh seh .

Banyak bende daa boley lepas ah ?

Happy ?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURUL INDIQA ~

Cutest sweetheart :D

You're already fourteen laaaarrhhhs ~

Big girl already .

Like me :D

Love you ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHAIMIN~

Most Funniest Human-Being :D

How old ? Nineteen ea ?

Bilerh prangai mau macam nineteen ?

Bilerh height mau grow ?

Bilerh mau stop complaining bilerh nga panas , pat shisha ?

Bilerh mau tarq takot dengan lipas ?

Ooppps ~ Sorry ea , rahsie daarh TERbongkar . (:

<333

HAPPY BIRTHDAY again !

(;

Performance (:

2008-11-02T18:08:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was ultimate !
Went to Kreta Ayer Multi-Purpose Hall to perform our malay dance (:
It was kinda cranky , but overall , everything turned out to be okay .
Missed a few steps , but managed to cover them up (: Teehee .
Principal and vice-principal were like right in front of us when we're on stage . They gave their wide smile all the way . Mdm Choy was the best ! She didnt scold us when we're late . Superb hor ! They were like so many people out there watching us dancing . I was like shievering while dancing . Hamzah , Benz , Cheekit , Jun De , Shawn and CK were like at the back of the hall waving and shouting like mad dogs . Esp Hamzah . Haiyo !
And Hamzah , Thanks for the vid okays ! (:
After dancing , finally reached the last part , the pose .
We posed , and were like waiting for the curtain to close , so that we could go backstage . But we stoned there for quite some time . The curatin wasnt moving at all . I look left and saw 'imran'. I was like shocked .
I shouted at umi , " IMRAN ". And Umi was like ' wth ' .
She has been like complaining that Imran hasn't been messaging her since morning . But in the end , Imran end up giving her a surprise !
So sweeeeeeet larhs .
How i wish ' he ' could be like that ? ):
nevermind .
Then it was going home time . Me , Hamzah , Umi and Imran went home together .
We walked to Outram MRT via Imran's route , and it was freaking far !
veryvery far !
Should have followed Hamzah's route . Haiyo .
But it was fun uh . I was the spoilt loudspeaker ; said imran .
Ohh wadever ~
(: Perspired all the while and we finally reached Outram MRT .
The train station was crowded larh .
Squeezed into the train and laughed plus giggled .
And Umi just cant stop beating me . Shes damn retarded !
Gaaaahhhs . Body aches when i reached home . ):
Kay done . My grandfather's story's damn long . Dont expect me to say them out . You'll get bored . (:

Teeheeee ;D

After Performance (:

My dearest Girlfriend ; Umi Ammirah (:

One Year Plus & Still Counting (:

My Beautiful Liar ; Rosmiati (:

My BabyBoo (:

Anaaaaaaaaass (:

Cutest Little Thang On Earth (:

Im So Sure He's Mine (:

This Baby , Anaaaaaaaaas his name .

Damn cute , but kinda naughty .

Love to hughug .

Hahahahhahahahahahahha :D

2008-10-30T02:12:00.000-07:00

2nd blog for the day . (:

im super BORED ! ):

Now at cousin's place , slacking .

Busy chatting with my apek masyhadi (:

He's freaking funny larhs .

His jokes are like , WOW !

But im still bored ~! ):

Gaaaaahhhhs !

Andand , there's school tomorrow ~

Woah , damn freaky .

I LOVE SUSHI ;D

i want sushi ~

And , someone's ignoring me again .

i trully hate it ):